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I am blogging using my iTouch..to see whether it works..well last Thursday and Friday I had my practical for driving..Thursday was was not bad..Friday was a bit tiring..I go around the circuit correcting and improving..hahah..my right leg was tired..haha..I hope I pass all the lesson a.s.a.p..so I can drive..hahaha...
Ooooohhhhh...school starting soon...sem 1 term 2 ..hahaha... I hope I will ace all my subject ...I kept saying how I hope I can be in the director list...hahaha...well dream on Salina...that's all :)

time check now is 210 am... was watching a movie at youtube...Surfing the net for movies to be watched.haha... so watched the movie, Raise Your Voice leading actress is Hillary Duff. the Final song was so touching and meaningful. Very meaning. It was called Somebody Watching Over me. here the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=USH3F4JjkBs

go watch it...it was so touching and meaningful...den after watching that movie , search for old song that once i love.

Only Hope by Mandy Moore. It was a nice song too..haha...late night watching videos and listening song are very relaxing I shall say..

Went to the HCA Hospice Center yesterday with the CCA. We played 2 games and a sing-a-long session. Though I do not really interact with any of the patients but seeing their smiles and laughter, made my day. They were so enthusiastic of playing the games.How simple the game is , the played with much enthusiasm. Ms Germaine from the HCA gave us a talk during the CSC orientation. How the video she showed made me teared up. Terminally ill and doctor said that you have less than a year to live. that's a big blow to whoever it is. One year to live. I guess no one hard is that strong to take that kind of blow. But I guess with centre such as HCA Hospice Centre they will be living their life to the fullest. If it were me that was diagnosed and told that left 1 year to live , I will be in an emo state. I will cry and cry but life has a sunny side when it stop raining. We never know the future that hold for us. enough talk about life and their mystery.

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I Love you Dad, Missary!(:

do you ever feel that your circle of friends are fighting among each other? do you ever feel fucked up? do you ever feel that you are not doing anything to help? do you ever feel that you may not be important in their life as they are in your life? do you ever feels that you are always in a middle of something because you made yourself into? do you ever feel that you are hopeless? do you? Currently that what I am feeling right now.. I guess I should just forget of helping and make myself happy.. I know I hate seeing fights and quarrel but who am I? I always try to stop fights getting worst but I am just a human. Eventually they have to make a choice.. Laughter is the tools I hide my sadness and frustration. But when laughter doesn't work anymore for such situation , I will make myself entertained to make me laugh. I hate it so much what I am feeling right now. Quotes makes me realize how meaningful a life can be with words. I guess I should choose the quiet side of me from now . Maybe.But I am still Crazyalwaes. (:

I have learn one thing: When 2 are fire, the fire gets bigger. (:

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Analyze the picture...

What do you see?

You see raining side and a colorful side...

Whenever there is rain, people sigh...

Because they have plan...

But they do not know...

Sometime when it is raining and we are made to change plan...

It will be a good thing...

Sometime plan changed , and we do something new and we learn from there...

I like rain...

Rain calms the Earth...

Though sometime it creates more heat...(:

Example when someone is super angry...

Sometime words can make them calm down...

Like Fire, can be put off by water...

Though I sound a naive..

But I guess Life is full of mystery ..

Mystery that we will find out...

Life seems hard at times

Life seems happy at time..

Life seems sucky at time..

Life seems perfect at time...

Life is full of mixture...

Mixture of many things and feeling...

No one life is full of happiness...

No one life is full of sadness...

Everyone life is mixture of both I believe...

I am actually blabbering sia..Just type what in my mind now..haha... (:

DIT 0901

Did I ever mention that I love my DIT0901 classmate?!

I love them so much...They are always there cheering me up and making my day ... They love make to LAME jokes I tell you..haha...super lame jokes that make me laugh like mad woman..haha... Yesterday, Veni was wearing all black and we end class quite late...So this Shou Xian and Jansen was being a bit racist...They started saying, " Hey where's Veni?" I was like stunned...Veni was right beside me...haha...then Mr Luqman and his super-funny-irritating face was like " Veni?! Veni?!" haha...all of us laughed...Then that Veni really went missing...Shou Xian realised it..he was like " Hey where's Veni? This time real sia. She is not with us." Veni was hiding...haha... See how super-lame my classmate can be...No matter how lame they are, they still can make me laugh..haha.. Or maybe our level of humor is low...haha... IT0901 , I love you so much(:

Sometime some people get to my nerves...haha...but the rest they are very nice people (:

Till here then(: Bye(:

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hey hey everyone!

in my mind there are many things i wanted to update...but i just don't know where to start or should i talk about it... well whenever i feel alone , it make me think of some thing...i am not alone...there are always family and friends behind you to help you out and God are there too... but no human can run from that feeling... sometime i chose a silent mode because i just lazy to be involve...if i say i scared history may repeat..i hate the feeling when i cant do anything to help out my friends out... but i am not a hero..how i wish i am..haha...many things happen in school...haha...new couple..(: love is in the air..haha... reading someone's blog seems to be stalking them but .... ouh forget it... in primary school i was always tease being the biggest or fattest in class or whatever shit...come to secondary school it lessen ...polytechnic i am sure there are people out there to tease me..well i always close my eyes and shut my ears... i shut them off because i am kind of immune to it... sometime things in life you cant make it perfect... if everyone is standard, this world is boring... mundane... trust me i sometime takes certain things seriously even i may not seem like... i am tired of bringing up irritating things.. sometime i am sad but just that i do not show it... i love to joke around...because it make me forget that i a bit different from the rest... being able to type this thing here i am glad i am salina... i love myself as i am.. I may not be perfect but no one is perfect... if everybody is born perfect , people wont make mistake and wont learn from it... being able to find GOOD friends , make me feel blessed... Thank you God for who I am. I sound so emo sia! gosh! sorry but this is what i feel like typing... (: