sometime i just wish dat i can cut myself into half..

so dat i can be in two place at a time..

family or cca??

family or cca??

ergh??

i hate that stupid feeling...

choose either one??

urgh!

one side asked me to do stuff...

one i thought i can make it but...

i felt guilty..

guilty...

i feel like crying...

seriously..

all i get today is scolding..

scolding..

what am i supposed to do?

i feel like running away...

running away from all people..

all people..

i dun wan to face that stupid faces..

can i jus run away?

please...

hate it when i need to keep thinking how guilty i am right now..

sorry people...

just not my day!

:(

the pictures are taken today..at the pertapis home and with adilah too at home..hahaha

today i went to Pertapis Children Home.

it was a mixed feeling..

as i was "in-charge" of the game...

nid to play football with them..

guess what?

i was the only gilr who play football wth the guys..

i became the keeper for NYP...

and i suck..

let a few goal in like so easy like dat..

blocked a afew goals...with my thigh..haha

second half tong asked adrienna to take over me..

but..but...but...

i played again..haha

nalini 'accompany' me..

haha..

den one boy from pertapis join our team become the keeper..

haha...

den i became the defender..

defender who is lazy to defend..haha

den the keeper keep talking to me in english..

i was so curious..

i spoke to them in malay..haha

den one thing happen...

wah!

i was suppossed to kick the ball to our goal post...

den i kicked too hard guess..

the ball flew to a guy face and hit his cheeks...

wahsey!paisey sia...

kept saying sorry..

lucky nth happen...

den i said lah i dunwan to kick anymore...

haha...my team laughed lah...

wah sey...

CSC got few malay people lah..

just now i saw ard 3-4 malay including me...

haha...

we end off okey lah..

but can say abit messy...

but i still had fun..haha...

i still finding place i can volunteer as part-time..hee...

went off with merlin,anisah,adrienna and huimei..

lunch-ed with them...

den head home..

met adilah at boon lay...

returned book...

den lepak-ed at my house..

we actually slept for awhile..haha

soo sleepy...

i hope can see the rest of CSC people again...haha..

been a fruitful and fun day for me..

one thing which adilah and i did...

we actually sang to Candles by Hey Monday...

i video-ed it...

we look at it..

and i got one thing..

we SUCK..haha

adilah and i said the same thing..

we were laughing all the way..

haha...we so have nth to do..

haha...

adilah was saying dat...

"Nick Jonas can teach us how to sing?"

haha...

next week NYP are close...

do e-learning..

to test the preparedness of handling H1N1..

well i hope this will subside soon..

i hope cure will be found..

take care of yourself people..

me too..

hope people out there will be okey..

when boredom strike....

haha...

today i went to MINDS...

i saw how they laugh and be happy when they achieved simple thing..

it made me realise that we have to cherish at every single simple success we achieved...

i met boon lin...if not wrong..

when at sing-a-long session,he make his eyebrows up and down(very fast)...

cute...

i entertain him..he laughed and do it again...

he seems happy...

i played along with him..

i guess he loves swing..

i feel like going back there..

but i must see first...

if i am able to compromise my time...

i feel a kind of relief when i saw them smiling...

it does felt great when u help someone and they laugh..

it made your tiredness go away...haha...

tomorrow is Father's Day.

I wish every father in the world a very HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!

treasure your father...

they are like our mother too..

though he may busy or stern,deep down him he love you..

till here i shall post!

:)

The greatest gift I ever had
Came from God; I call him Dad!
~Author Unknown

close my eyes i can feel you sitting beside me.

close my eyes i can hear you whisper in my ears.

how i wish i can still see you and still hear you...

wish is a wish...

once is gone is alwaes gone...

tears rolling down my cheeks...

memories iss my medcine when i think of u...

well i dunnoe what to update actually..

haha...

this holiday i spent most of my time doing school stuff...

monday and tuseday : Event management course

wednesday : do project (end up doing one page)

saturday : MINDS trip (CCA)

wednesday 24/6 : Mentoring (CCA)

thursday 25/6 : Pertapis Home (CCA)

activities after activities...i am glad cause i will not slack at home doing nth but a bit tiring lah..haha...must try to chill and relax...chill-lax..haha...spend a little time with family... ^^

i am helping my friend to promote her shop..

do drop by on 2oth june to see her collection..

hello everyone!!

long time didnt blog..haha

well schools out for two weeks...

but i guess will be filled with activities...

not everyday lah...

15 to 17 have event management course...

cca lah..haha

i was selected to be the sub-com of welfare department..

hmmm...

feels weird..haha

well i guess i want to be a dedicated cca memebers of CSC..

community service club..

i want really want to be a dedicated members..

in secondary school i was not that dedicated..haha

friday celebrated June babies birthday...

Yumeng,Denzel and Veni..

bought them a gift..from 6 of us...

the celebration was a small one...

after that slack for awhile until 4 or 5..haha

played left 4 dead at denzel laptop...

haha...i sucked in that game...haha

well sad lah...hahaha

must meet up with my secondary schools friends...

missed dem...haha

well people from NYP happy holidays!!!

salina out!!

like in radio...haha...salina will be back soon..haha...

i guess venting anger and keep it in our heart dun do any good..

well i guess let it go..

let it flow with the wind..

let the wind bring the anger far away...

Forgive and forget..forgo everything...

start a new chapter in our book...

=)

some random photos i took with my classmate last friday...haha...typical us..haha...shall bring camera again and take photos!!cool!