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i hate the feeling of having to choose which path to choose...i end up hurting myself..hmm...i feel dat what we think dat we will be one day maynot come true...i wan all my friends to follow their dream but i guess GOD has better plan for us...i'm scared for the future dat held for us..will be like who we want to be or different??lucky dat we are able to wake up to see the sun again..salina stop being emo or crybaby...haha...well i guess in time i suddenly get sadden but dunnoe why...hee..typical of me...till here..bye!

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yesterday wedding was so great...though i dun mix around with my father's side cousin but i had a great day...woohoo...the place was super duper grand...i love it...ibu asked me to help her picking up dirty plates...dat's my job for the day...hee...the groom reached earlier than i thought...reached at 1 plus...i was so nervouse sia...after ibu and ayah adam silat...my turn was up next..i was SO scared and nervous...i did like obek one but wasnt dat nice i noe...coz i didn't prepare dat well lah...but nvm i did it...yeah!!!do my work again..woohoo...the wedding was super duper best lah...though no pictures i took...can take a took at my cuzzy blog at
http://plumeria-livery.blogspot.com got few pictures...hee...kak haizah took pictures haha...i brought my camera but didnt took pictures...typical of me..hee...okies lah...bye...have a nice day...

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hmm...i dun have a solid topic to talk about actually...big bro razid is getting married with big sister haizah on 5.7.09...woohoo!!i'm glad..well i'm still thinking what colour should i paint my room...and how am i going to decorate the room...i wanna get photoframe to put pictures & pictures...i jus wanna my room to be as simple as can be but nice as can be and of coz tidy as can be...hee...after all the renovation is done i will make a duty roster for me to follow...I HOPE I FOLLOW!!hee...i must be responsible for my own room..no more mama to clear my stuff...haiz...be more independent dear sally..hee...dis satueday & sunday will be at IBU's house...kak wati is getting married...so from friday till sunday i'll be there...still haven practice my silat..salina better go do..later on sunday u blurr...hee...dis saturday need go bukit batok to get my MR as i have the cheque hope i can get if not waste my trip from trampines down to bukit batok....anyone wanna accompany me??hee...saturday and sunday at tampines...hee...so far everything is fine...nxt week on monday the full time receptionist will come in and i have to teach her the recep work...hope i teach her the correct way...that's about now....have nice day ahead...

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actually i have nothing to blog about...hmm...on saturday my mum and i went out so early...at 8.30 we went out.headed to jurong east UOB...to cash out money...den eat breakfast there...treat mum breakfast...mum keep complaining about the food...hais...hahaha...den we headed straight to GEYLANG...went there to buy shoes for kak wati's wedding...eat there...buy loads of food...whoa!!went home den headed to bro zainal house...hais...emilda was in a grumpy mood...hais...typical of her..hahaha...at night went johor...with my two brothers and kak farah and her bf...went there to eat buy dvd...top up petrol..den head home..haiz...just dat...sound boring right...but what to do...sunday woke up at 12...wow!!!hahaha...not proud of dat...hmm...hee...till here...

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the weekends was full of fun & laughter...on saturday i woke at 9.00 am to get ready to go mrs loh house...ironed my clothes and bath den out i go...reached Bukit Batok MRT straight go NTUC to buy oranges...found the best looking oranges...go shop and buy bag to put oranges...i bought Forever Friend bag...weird to put oranges...meet up with the rest at BB MRT...not everbody came..but it was fun...reached mrs loh house at ard 10.45...we chat and play around with her kids...cute baby...jeremy made the eldest cry.haha...the second one was so CUTE...hehe...we took photos..not tonnes..i miss the class...went to have lunch at KOUFU and WM...after dat went to arcade to kill time before going mr yang's house..woohoo..the rest was sooo excited playing one game at arcade...i went to wander alone..played car game..as usual...haha...den we go mr yang house...stayed there...eat watermelon..hahahaha...woohoo!mr yang offered sulaiman and me beer...whoa..hahah...of course we decline the offer.hee...
den after dat went home..sulaiman accompany me to my house to change clothes and we went to JP...walk slowly...take taxi to my aunt house at Bukit Batok to help out cooking for sunday...cukur rambut...stayed over there..sunday went home to freshen up and went to Jurong Stadium where the function was held...iira,farhana,sharen and i went to the 7-11 and have a sit there...drank two slurpee shared by 4 of us...chatted and chatted...den suddenly farah(other cuzz) msg hana that hasif came...hana and iira wanted to see him...so they get excited...we went up..den farah say she lied..and added dat "oh pasal lelaki cepat² naek ehk"..we were so angry.translate "oh becos of guys u all come up"..went down again..haisi guess the day end there...i noe it may sound boring but to me getting together with cuzzy was so much fun to me..my aunt and uncle did not give any attitude..well i dunnoe.to me,family are still family.tuesday hacking of my kitchen..renovation start...gosh..must clear everything...only if i have magic..hahaha...well till here..thanks for reading this humble blog...have a nice day!!

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today i feel the aircon in the office is VERY COLD....brr...what to update about...so far dis week been ok ..monday was adilah's birthday...tuesday was sulaiman birthday...thursday(today) is kak haizah birthday,tomorrow is my cuzzy syahidah birthday...saturday is my mum and kak farah(colleque) birthday...fooh...what a birthday marathon yeah..hee..didnt noe wat to buy for them...thought of sharing b'dae present with kak sarah to buy mum's prezzie...dis saturday will be going mrs loh house to celebrate CNY..muahaha...like last year,we go her house...too bad mrs loh not in singapore if not we go her house too...den after dat thinking of dragging someone to go BPP to buy trouser for werk and maybe get some tops...i nid new pair...i mean NEW...haha...saturday mum have to cater function at my aunt's house...so must bring extra clothing too...so there i can change...cant expect me to wear dress to help my mum cook right??funny...but a bit ma fan kia...must brinf BIG bag dat can fit in...hais...only if my house is at gombak..but it will be easy from BPP i can go straight there...hee...so friends be warn dis saturday not free..wanna meet me i'll be at buit batok near ar-raudah mosque..hee...i wanna meet my cuzzins..longing to see them..and see my uncles and aunties reaction...because when we were moving house my family did not inform anyone..some of my aunts noe den help us to pass the msg...well now they gib attitude...fishball sia...IT IS BETTER DAT MY FAMILY DID NOT TROUBLE...I HATE WHEN SOMETHING CROP UP AND THEY GIVE ATTITUDE...like what...when my granny moved house they like give some attitude...fuck...not our fault..granny mistaken it...i hate it...lucky i can control if not i sure shoot them with words of mouth..but my mum teach me to respect them..but i hate when ppl see like it WAS MY MUM/FAMILY'S FAULT...wth!we been tolerating ever comment dat surpass us..we did not bring any matter up...my family been reserved...my brother told me dat my granny once say dat our house is so dirty...when hari raya she will not like entertain my family..dat tyme i was still young...she look at my family one kind... i got one photo that was taken when i was young with my other cuzzins..my granny just hug my other cuzzin and i was left aside..ok i noe it was probably 10 to 15 years back but it still linger in my family...she been staying with my family for almost 11 years...she say to my mum she will stay till she die...but now...hmm..i am so ANGRY...seriously...if saturday they gib attitude i gib them attitude...but sure i cant...sure cannot...coz i will make matter worse...hmm...i want to post long update.cause maybe i will not update...hee...longer better..i think...oh yeah!yesterday i made police report for the accident and change my address...AT LAST I NOE!!hahaha....my mum been pestering me about it...at last i did it..hee...btw i was posted to nanyang poly in information technology...i noe not the course i want that is gerontological management studies..but i am happy with this...Information technology was my 4th choice...i'm happy...hee...i missing my friends...when to meet them as a whole i dun noe..some working and some cant go out late...some not free..how i wish we were at the chalet again.right now...right now...right now..hais...i miss the chalet time...mummy i want my class...boohoo..hee..i think i should post with big font so wont hurt yr eyes...ok...i guess till her kot...ok lah...bye...
thank you for reading this entry...bye..have a good day/night/evening...

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i'm not sure if every time my friends asked me out and i not free and they get really angry with me..coz i'm really not free at that tyme...i wish i can be cut into two person and follow my friends out while i'm out already with my family...hmm..i'm terrified..
Friends,i'm so sorry if u asked me out and i'm not free on that day..coz i really not free...either out with family or have smth on...i noe dat it is frustating but i cant..really sorry...if u are angry..i'm so sorry...i also wanna go out with u all but it clashes with my planned...really sorry...please forgive me..punished me if u see me...so sorry...

that's all for this entry...thanks for reading...bless u!