in my mind there are many things i wanted to update...but i just don't know where to start or should i talk about it... well whenever i feel alone , it make me think of some thing...i am not alone...there are always family and friends behind you to help you out and God are there too... but no human can run from that feeling... sometime i chose a silent mode because i just lazy to be involve...if i say i scared history may repeat..i hate the feeling when i cant do anything to help out my friends out... but i am not a hero..how i wish i am..haha...many things happen in school...haha...new couple..(: love is in the air..haha... reading someone's blog seems to be stalking them but .... ouh forget it... in primary school i was always tease being the biggest or fattest in class or whatever shit...come to secondary school it lessen ...polytechnic i am sure there are people out there to tease me..well i always close my eyes and shut my ears... i shut them off because i am kind of immune to it... sometime things in life you cant make it perfect... if everyone is standard, this world is boring... mundane... trust me i sometime takes certain things seriously even i may not seem like... i am tired of bringing up irritating things.. sometime i am sad but just that i do not show it... i love to joke around...because it make me forget that i a bit different from the rest... being able to type this thing here i am glad i am salina... i love myself as i am.. I may not be perfect but no one is perfect... if everybody is born perfect , people wont make mistake and wont learn from it... being able to find GOOD friends , make me feel blessed... Thank you God for who I am. I sound so emo sia! gosh! sorry but this is what i feel like typing... (:
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