Missing You

I miss you Dad! How I wish I can see you? How I wish that I can lie to myself that you were there to be with mum? I have a lot of wishes that may not come true. One thing I wish for is that how I wish I visit you for the last time... It's been 4 years going on with life without you. A lot has change. People around me, the environment, friends... I will still have tears when people talks about you..I have tears when people were saying jokes from you that made them laugh . I have tears when come to think about you. Tears are always with me. But there can be many tears. Tears of joy.Tears because I am proud to be called your daughter. Tears of sadness. You worry most about me. You were strict. Because of your strictness, I am what I am now. The regret in me will always be with me. ALWAYS! Sometime in life, I need a good laugh and a good cry.

Movie

Hello everyone...is this blog grown spider web?haha..well i am sorry for not updating...cause of plain laziness..haha..well , today went out with Adilah to catch movie..not one but two movie.. according to plan, we are going to watch Alice In wonderland and Dear John...Alice in Wonderland still up but sadly Dear John is out...bummer! dang! really sad...didn't expect it to be out so fast..so we substitute it with Remember Me which was recommended by Sulaiman. We wanted to watch A.I.W first..but Ms Adilah was late..so we decided to watch Remember Me first...I watched the trailer and it wasn't attractive and I have an impression it's going to be a movie that I will fall asleep...but I was wrong...the plot and the story line was so awesome...seriously.. The overall movie is about LOVE ,BOND & LIFE.. Talk about love... Love between a girl whom father is a police and a boy who met the father's girl in fighting scenario... Love between a brothers... Love between brother and sister.... Love between friends... Bond? Bond with the family....Bond with sibling... Bond with parent... Life? How a perfect little girl has a history...? Having her mum to die in front of her.. How a rowdy guy with all the knowledge that has a soft spot when come to his sister?The ending of the story was not as I had expected... The ending made me shed my tears...I cried... Because I can feel the lost when someone passed away... It was remarkable a nice story...gah! Alice In Wonderland was not a bad movie...I can say worth watching movie... Though I almost fell asleep...But it was a nice movie... How imagination can make a great movie..? Cool is it? Well today was a movie day for me! haha...cool!! We should do this again!haha... Till here people!

Random!

My exams are over!!Woohoo!! Now just need to think of result! I did my utmost best! So put aside the exam...So after exam, my classmate and I went to East Coast Park. We took bus from AMK...And I tell you the bus ride was SUPER LONG...butt cramp!then Mr Safi made us walked from dunnoe where to ECP Mac ... was super hot and tiring...swear some of us want to punch him..haha...well we reached the destination...rent bicycle...The guys Safi,Jansen,Shou Xian & Jun Wei cycled until Changi...haha...while the girls just sit and play card and talking and did some cycling...so the three hour rent of the bicycle was up...and from far I can see something red on SX's knee..And he is injured....GOSH! seriously he was injured, his knee & his elbow.He hit a canal...lucky nothing more serious happen... then Jansen told us that he almost kenna hit by car...wah wah! how dangerous... If I were to see them flew from the bicycle or almost kenna hit, I tell you I will shout like hell...Next time if have any outing, someone must bring First Aid Kit! haha.... while waiting, we laughed about some lame joke...haha...talking about what will happen if someone knocked their head...seriously it will be more scary...lucky everyone were ok though SX was injured, he was ok...dangerous...haha....we have this outing more & more ... great memories will be in my heart and mind...haha...ok up till now people! see ya!!