let me be happy....

i may stay quiet and do nothing.but when i am pushed to my limit i will stay there and do nothing because why?because i want to be the same happy girl and not the angry type anymore.it make me lose myself even the littlest thing.want to see that side of me ?i am a normal person with normal feeling.seriously...if i were to be very angry, i will just be like a girl with a knife on her hand.if i were to stay quiet, i will just be like a stone which does nothing even being kick. all i have to do is keep my own feeling and be like a stone.never do what others did to it.make me a beast, i will be one.make me a normal girl, i will be one.my heart may be burning just to save things because i like it that way. me being hurt it's fine but not people around me being hurt.being an angry person will end up hurting and burning yourself.i want to indulge in happy mode.box of happy chocolate inside.can someone give me a box of happy chocolate ? i need it....that's all...