Mom

Today I went to Botanical Garden with my mum...It is a trip organised by MKAC..well what I did was walk around and read book...haha..I was like thinking so the drama sia..den what I imagined was I am waiting for my prince charming..haha...it was just so quiet and very calming...so after almost about an hour , my mum called said the thing going to end so I went there...They were doing this expression your love to your loved one...haha...some from couple and children to parent and parent to children...haha... got one parent to children was SO TOUCHING i tell you...and as u guessed i cried... :( it was so touching...i dun want to elaborate on expression because i forgot..haha... if i were to stay there , i will also write for my mother... i know she will not read this blog...but this is how i felt...here goes...

Dear Mom,

I am glad that I have you as my mother. Never did i regret to have you as my mother even though you are sick..I still remember when I was in Primary 4 , you were diagnosed with Kidney failure and I cried. It was because at that moment I thought I am going to lose you forever... But nevertheless, you are here. You are strong...I still remember one of our family member said that you are going to die. How I wish I can just punch the person in the face. Seeing you go through the hardships, dialysis after dialysis and operation after operation... I am so sad but I told myself at that moment I must be strong for you. You were as strong as the Great Wall of China...Never did I see you cry or saying that you want to give up your life.. In 2006, when Father passed away, I was so upset. You did cried so hard.And after that moment I never see you cry. You were strong. Now, I only have you and brothers. You lift me up when I am so down. When I was scolded by brothers, you were there and console me even it was by words it was by the action. You work and never did you say that you blamed anyone. You always said never do bad things to others even though they did bad to us. Though I never say I Love You that often , but I love you very much... Thank you mum for being the candle in my darkest days.

Sincerely,

Salina

That will be my expression. haha...