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how is everyone?i am fine i guess...i know i owe alot of update..but i am lazy..haha...shall make it short i guess! haha...

Hello Everyone! (:

i don't understand why some children are so IGNORANT of their parent's feeling...seriously..u are so ignorant of your other's feeling and care about other people mother. I serious dun understand you...seriously.. u made me speechless sometime not that you are one great man but you are one f-ing irritating man...your mom even apologize to you but you just replied by saying "Mmm"..wth was that? what you are trying to prove here? your mom been living with me like 10 years and my mom put up with her A LOT... no matter what she done she is your mother, the one that gave birth to you... you may have a bad experience whatsoever but no matter what she is your mother. during hari raya you dun even visit her? so you have a new family..whatever lah...it irritates me... no one can stop you but yourself. it bugs me so much because you are bringing up the past that your spouse are always the one been bringing your mom to the hospital and your spouse are the one cooking for her... what about my mom and me and my family? we let her go to the hospital herself?when she is sick we asked her to go hospital herself?when she has an appointment with doctor we let her go by herself?and we let her starve? think lah... use your brain and think.. how i wish that i can give you a piece of my mind. seriously...and oh yeah you were saying that i am big sized who would want me?did i asked your money to feed me? did i? gosh! i may sound heartless here but this is what i feel. this is what i think you should realize before she is gone. everyone will have leave this world.you brought up all the unfairness that happen to you...why don't my family brought up the past too? the reason behind it because we are just human being that will make mistake.. because we know that sincerity matter than just pretense...if one day, you mention about my body weight or whatsoever, believe me i will just give you piece of my mind. i am happy with myself and i don't bother anyone.

Hello Everyone,

hope all of you are fine (:

so shall update... i was reading my old post...from Poly Year 1 till now...haha...how much I grew by just reading the post itself..how much i found myself through life...haha...cool isn't it...whenever we are at that point of time, we will not take seriously that things can have an effect on us... i always like that...reading all the entry i had regarding my CCA...i realize that i really enjoyed it because seeing smiles from the person i help make me feel warmth..even the BDD made me feel that sometime people can touched us in a way or another.. i love that feeling... the thought of it I love/enjoy helping others..but i dunnoe why i lost all the motivation to do that again..maybe because i am part of the planning....i guess i hate planning things...i just like to see people planning not getting involve in it..can i just give up my position and be a normal member? can i? like give up all of this? i feel irritated and sad at the same time... Veni always told me why must i give up now just because of some people, she added that I enjoyed helping so dun stop doing it. Yeah, I love helping and seeing smile on their faces make me feel that I have done smth... can i just leave my position now and help when i am needed?I dun really care of the position I hold in my CCA because it is just a position.GOSH! hate it when I want to give up something...oh yeah Veni and I had a chat back then.... "You have a choice to jump down or look at the beautiful view when you are standing at the edge of the cliff" this was what Veni said...I chose to look at the beautiful view because something is holding me down to the ground... (:

nice isn't it? haha... hope I will enjoy what I do(: that is helping others. (:

Shall stop talking about this... (: Shall watch my K-Drama (:

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Long time never blog...So how is everyone...?And Selamat Hari Raya!! I like dunnoe what to update lah...errmmmm...let me think?i still dunnoe...oh yeah did I tell you that i am liking B2ST! haha....a few weeks ago I everyday watch their video at Youtube...haha...obsessed...shall use the word obsess!hahaha...I like YoSeob!gah!!he is cute and has a very soothing voice to listen too....haha....oh yeah!! I have a new niece!Nur Alisha Bte Muhammad Razid...so shall end here...

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Hello readers! How are all of you? Hope everyone fine! Blissful with smile! What the hell am I talking about?I do not wish to update a very emo entry but I just can't help it. Yesterday while I was writing notes for OOAD modules, I was looking at my table. I was glancing at the picture that was taken 9 years ago. The picture of my mom,my late father and me. The three of us were hugging and smiling. That day was Hari Raya. I glanced at my late father's picture for a few seconds. Suddenly, I was overwhelmed with my own feeling. I always missed his laughter and jokes.Whenever someone ask about, " Your father work as what?" , I will stop and think. What should I say? I reluctantly said that he passed away. I felt sad that I have to said that. Yes I know I shall not be stupid and selfish! In this entire whole world not only me without a father. I was considered lucky enough to know my father. I still remember my first raya without my father, back in 2006. When I heard the "takbir" , I cried unknowingly. Tears rolled down my cheeks. I could not stop crying.It was always my father who make me angry and happy at the same time. He dotes on me without me realizing.Never dd I aspect to lose my father. Once, my mum said that my late father has this worry which was whether will he get to see me grow up to be a woman. When she mention that I felt sad.But I know he is with me right now. He is always with me because I hold his memories in my heart all along. I just wish that I could hug him and kiss him right now. I was not a good daughter.

I guess I should stop. I am sorry. Well I shall smile more now (:

100 Truth!

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Ice Tea
2. Last phone call: Mummy
3. Last text message: Nasyitha
4. Last song you listened to: Beast-Bad girl
5. Last time you cried: Not Sure....

Where question 6 go sia?

HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: Nope.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No one.
9. Lost someone special: Yes. :(
10. Been depressed: duhhhh....
11. Been drunk and threw up: DRUNK? NO LAH!!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Red
13. Green
14. Light Purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: OF COURSE!!!
16. Fallen out of love: No...
17. Laughed until you cried: duhhhh....of course.....(:
18. Met someone who changed you: errmmm...kind of....
19. Found out who your true friends were: yeah....i think...
20. Found out someone was talking about you:errrmmmm....dunnoe...

Question 21 and 22 leh?

23. How many kids do you want to have: maybe 3...
24. Do you have any pets: nope....
25. Do you want to change your name: no...I love my name... (:
26. What did you do for your last birthday: errrmmm...it was fasting month...oh yeah...went out with sulaiman and yong en to Geylang...haha
27. What time did you wake up today: errmmm....12pm...
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Another Cinderella Story....
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: errrmmmm....new handphone?hahaha....
30. Last time you saw your Mother:Just now....came to my room to take her alarm clock...haha
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish that I am working right now...hahaha..i a bit contented now...
32. What are you listening to right now: Nothing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tom? nope...haha
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing....
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook.
36. What's your real name: Nur Salina Bte Missary
37. Nicknames: Salina, Mok,Sally
38. Relationship Status: Single and Happy...
39. Zodiac sign: Virgo
40. Gender: Female
41. Elementary:Keming Primary Sch
42. Middle School?: Hillgrove Sec
43. High school/college?: Nanyang Poly
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Short
46. Height: 169...
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yeah....haha...eye candy i shall say..haha...oh yeah...Kim Bum & Yo Seop!!!!haha
48: What do you like about yourself?: I like that I can smile and make jokes I shall say even it is lame..haha
49. Piercings: Ear...
50. Tattoos:NO WAY!!!
51. Righty or lefty: RIGHTY!!

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Nope
53. First piercing: dun dare...haha
54. First best friend: Nur Adilah Bte Aziz
55. First sport you joined: Netball in primary school
56. First vacation: Tanjong Pinang,Indonesia

Missing question 57 also -_-

58. First pair of trainers: Heh? what that?
59. Eating: eating? errm...keropok?
60. Drinking: Plain Water...
61. I'm about to: errm....dunnoe..haha
62. Listening to:Nothing....ahaha
63. Waiting on: waiting for??not sure...haha

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: duhhhh.....yes!!!! (: (:
65. Get Married?: of course....let fate decide when..haha
66. Career?: Nursing?or IT Field? or Teacher? hahaha....

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: errrrmmmm.....Both?
73. Sensitive or loud: of course both...ahaha
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship...hee...^^
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Both...hahaha....

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope
77. Drank hard liquor: no lah....
78. Lost glasses/contacts: never worn both....
79. Sex on first date: first wedding night lah dey!
80. Broken someone's heart:errmmm....love wise no!

Question 81 & 82 gone?

82. Been arrested: Arrested?Dun think so....
83. Turned someone down: Nope...
84. Cried when someone died: duuuuhhhh....sad u know....
85. Fallen for a friend?: yeah... (:

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yeah....kind of...not always....
87. Miracles: yup...there can be miracle when u believe...haha
88. Love at first sight: ALOT!!! hahaha....
89. Heaven: yeah... Must earn it...(:
90. Santa Claus: dunnoe...hahaha
91. Kiss on the first date: errm...no i guess.....
92. Angels: YUP!!! hahaha
93. God: YES!! Believe in ALLAH...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:How to have more when i dun have one myself..haha
95. Did you sing today?:ermm...yeah! NDP song!hahahah....
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: ermm...no....
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: maybe i can visit my late father for the last time... :(
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: last year? maybe dun go to the subcom interview..hahah
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Kind of!
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: DUH!hahahaha....

Hey Everyone...Hope everyone doing fine... dropped by m class mate's blog...and they are updating..so here am i updating...done with project! woohoo!! so glad! I love it sia! haha...the past few weeks was great..OOAD Project taught me to cooperate with your group's member...that is IMPORTANT! even you do fights and have arguments, make an effort to apologize...sometime you must take the first step... and this project taught me that in life not all things goes your way..haha.. i was so relieved when we were done with it.. i am so relieved i tell u..last week we spent most of time in school..like 9am - 9pm..12 hours.. we we doing project.. last friday we did stayed.. i saw my eye-candy ^.^ dream on salina! haha... Ramadhan is nearing...like next week... Fast sia! well i love fasting month... (: it teach me to self-control on a lot of things... (: We are coming soon to the end of the Semester... whoa! fast fast! haha.. Well well... I shall stop blabbering and chillax! (: (: