Hello Everyone,

hope all of you are fine (:

so shall update... i was reading my old post...from Poly Year 1 till now...haha...how much I grew by just reading the post itself..how much i found myself through life...haha...cool isn't it...whenever we are at that point of time, we will not take seriously that things can have an effect on us... i always like that...reading all the entry i had regarding my CCA...i realize that i really enjoyed it because seeing smiles from the person i help make me feel warmth..even the BDD made me feel that sometime people can touched us in a way or another.. i love that feeling... the thought of it I love/enjoy helping others..but i dunnoe why i lost all the motivation to do that again..maybe because i am part of the planning....i guess i hate planning things...i just like to see people planning not getting involve in it..can i just give up my position and be a normal member? can i? like give up all of this? i feel irritated and sad at the same time... Veni always told me why must i give up now just because of some people, she added that I enjoyed helping so dun stop doing it. Yeah, I love helping and seeing smile on their faces make me feel that I have done smth... can i just leave my position now and help when i am needed?I dun really care of the position I hold in my CCA because it is just a position.GOSH! hate it when I want to give up something...oh yeah Veni and I had a chat back then.... "You have a choice to jump down or look at the beautiful view when you are standing at the edge of the cliff" this was what Veni said...I chose to look at the beautiful view because something is holding me down to the ground... (:

nice isn't it? haha... hope I will enjoy what I do(: that is helping others. (:

Shall stop talking about this... (: Shall watch my K-Drama (:

Saturday Morning....

Hello everyone!

On Saturday, Veni and I went to Pertapi Children's Home at near Kovan there...we sign up with Red Box Project, a project that was created by NTU or NUS student if not wrong. The idea of this project is you get a shoe box and put some thing that children around certain age may like example bears or car toys. So I find it interesting so I volunteered and pulled Veni in. I went to Pertapis Children's Home before with CSC. But on Saturday the experienced was so different... I get to talk to some of the residents there. It was a blessed for me to see them smile and laughing away. Then Veni and I cling to this boy Iman, 3 years old. VERY CUTE!! *gah* I keep carrying him around..haha...he is SO SWEET!!! Veni and I 'fought' over him because I want to carry him when take picture but Veni was faster then me and she took Iman * NOOOO!!!* haha...when the shoe box filled with some stationery and toys were given...I can see some of the residents' face lit up...they were happy to receive even it was just a simple gift like colour pencils...Then Iman got an Elmo & some stationery...He was cute... I guess the visit there were so meaningful and great! I am glad I can share with Veni! Hope I can go there soon!! Red Box Project was a great idea ... I do not regret...Not only that....today we played Captain Ball...Long time never played....as usual I dun really run..haha...Veni,we had a good and fruitful day right??Not Veni I mean Tabitha...ahah...that's what the residents called her...ahaha...Well I love the visit so MUCH!!!

Picture taken!