i keep thinking what if one day, my world turn upside down...upside down meaning that...i become thin & i come from a rich family....well i know is so not real..haha...seriously...what if that happen?will i still be the same Salina as now and will my friends be like what I have now?will my family be the same? more happy or worse? when i see teenager who get what they want and are popular among people, it make me think what if their world is turned upside down? haha...well I am grateful with what I have.. There are no perfect life...small littlest thing will make it imperfect... when i think of the future when i was in primary school, i always think that everything will be the same...same family member, same friends and same me...when come to secondary life, what i think of the future are things changed right in front of us...and when we take things for granted everything will be gone in matter of seconds... when i reached polytechnics, it make me think what i am going to do if i have no jobs? what if i have diploma but no job?what will happen? thinking of the future will never ends because we do not know what life in the future hold for us... what we think now may not be the same 10 years down the road... changes will happen even though we doesn't want it...growing up from different family background will be turn every children differently...the kid may be from rich family but if the family nurture the kid like they are poor they will not turn out spoiled... i know whatever i blog now has no flow..haha...well type for fun..haha...that's all...

Saturday Morning....

Hello everyone!

On Saturday, Veni and I went to Pertapi Children's Home at near Kovan there...we sign up with Red Box Project, a project that was created by NTU or NUS student if not wrong. The idea of this project is you get a shoe box and put some thing that children around certain age may like example bears or car toys. So I find it interesting so I volunteered and pulled Veni in. I went to Pertapis Children's Home before with CSC. But on Saturday the experienced was so different... I get to talk to some of the residents there. It was a blessed for me to see them smile and laughing away. Then Veni and I cling to this boy Iman, 3 years old. VERY CUTE!! *gah* I keep carrying him around..haha...he is SO SWEET!!! Veni and I 'fought' over him because I want to carry him when take picture but Veni was faster then me and she took Iman * NOOOO!!!* haha...when the shoe box filled with some stationery and toys were given...I can see some of the residents' face lit up...they were happy to receive even it was just a simple gift like colour pencils...Then Iman got an Elmo & some stationery...He was cute... I guess the visit there were so meaningful and great! I am glad I can share with Veni! Hope I can go there soon!! Red Box Project was a great idea ... I do not regret...Not only that....today we played Captain Ball...Long time never played....as usual I dun really run..haha...Veni,we had a good and fruitful day right??Not Veni I mean Tabitha...ahah...that's what the residents called her...ahaha...Well I love the visit so MUCH!!!

Sometime...

sometime in life you have to accept what is in front of you as it is. if we keep on choosing for the something much more better, you end up losing everything. it reminds me of the card my bf gave to me. it was a nice story. sometime in life you have to be brave to face any problems in front of you.you can't keep running away from the problems. sometime in life all you need is a good support that can help you when you are down. when we are down all we need is a pleasant smile from your loved one.when you think that you can't keep running as you fall hard on the ground but there will be someone who will help you to continue the race even though it's walking. sometime in life we have to accept what we are lack of. we can change some of the imperfection you have but sometime the imperfection makes you perfect. sometime in life you will be in a situation where all hopes are gone and you were about to give up. but there will be a will in your heart that kept you going on. sometime in life all you need to be is yourself. showing the real you is much more appreciated rather than being someone that is not you. sometime in life you have to accept the truth even though it's hurt. sometime in life you are scared of what the future holds for you. sometime in life your friends can hurt you deeply like a knife stabbed in your heart.

in life there are always sadness & happiness. the sadness tells us that we have to keep moving on even though it's hard. the happiness tells us that we have conquer sadness.

sometime i felt dumped.sometime i felt stupid.sometime i felt giving up.sometime i felt disappointed.sometime i felt scared. sometime i felt sad.sometime i felt alone. because of people around me , i felt blessed every time i see them smile. this people helped me to get through my darkness days. this people help me a lot. i wish that one day i will be able to return favor to all of them. God send me this people to help me get through life. Thank You God. Thank You EVERYONE.

I want to say Thank You to everyone who has help me in a way or another.

Sincerely,

Salina

Random

Hey Everyone!How are all of you?So been some time I update my blog...Loads of things happen...So it is 2010 already!Time flies!Going to be 19...fooh...haha...Still long lah..hahaWell life has been ups and down...who doesn't have ups and down, right?I always wanted to be the one who pull people when they are falling...but sometime I need to be helped too..some of my classmate are so sweet and they helped me in my project...thanks everyone!owe u all!

forget about the sad part...

have you all ever wonder what if we have power?like superpower...if i were to have a power, i want to have...what power shld i have?ermm...maybe make people happy when they are sad...

or be like Power Ranger or Wizards Of Waverly Place!!!woohoo...have magic power!!COOL!hahaa..i am being SUPER RANDOM!

yeah...I want to have superpower!!

woohoo!!

If only my personal development can put this goal....cool sia...hahaha

well till here....

let me be happy....

i may stay quiet and do nothing.but when i am pushed to my limit i will stay there and do nothing because why?because i want to be the same happy girl and not the angry type anymore.it make me lose myself even the littlest thing.want to see that side of me ?i am a normal person with normal feeling.seriously...if i were to be very angry, i will just be like a girl with a knife on her hand.if i were to stay quiet, i will just be like a stone which does nothing even being kick. all i have to do is keep my own feeling and be like a stone.never do what others did to it.make me a beast, i will be one.make me a normal girl, i will be one.my heart may be burning just to save things because i like it that way. me being hurt it's fine but not people around me being hurt.being an angry person will end up hurting and burning yourself.i want to indulge in happy mode.box of happy chocolate inside.can someone give me a box of happy chocolate ? i need it....that's all...

Update(:

Hello everyone...I know I owe quite an update...but I won't update everything lah...hahaha....Well I shall start about the Standard Chartered Marathon that happen last Sunday. It was FUN...yeah...sitting near ECP at wee hour...haha....den got to see million (maybe) runners running...hahaha....was fun and sleepy also..I can believe that I endured throughout the marathon which I was station-ed to be the route marshal which is stand by the road and support the runners....I saw alot of people....different people running...haha....I saw few of my seniors and familiar people..The most touching part of being a route marshal is when the runner say " Thank you. We still continuing because of you" *aww* I love when they say that...I kept smiling and smiling and smiling....haha...well it was an experience for me...haha....it was quite fun also..haha....Maybe next time I shall join again....hee....Well that was last Sunday....

Oh yeah last Saturday....Luqman, Shou Xian and me went to Bugs for jamming...haha...But mr Luqman book-ed the recording studio * stunned*...We aren't professional and he book-ed the recording studio...I got the chance to play drum actually....It wasn't easy as I thought...haha...I get to play the Bass also....it was ok lah..Shou Xian was learning to play guitar....Overall it was super fun...haha...

Last week was hectic a bit lah....Last Tuesday was the Blood Donation Drive....Veni and I donated blood on Tuesday....I was on duty on Thursday and Friday. Friday my senior put me as Day IC...Throughout the day I saw a lot of people...Different kind of people who is kind enough to donate blood... Around 3 I guess, this guy just donated blood...I asked him to have a seat and write his name on the certificate... He turned out to be a friendly guy...His name was Firdhaus if I not wrong....We started to talk about nursing when he ask me what course I am in .... He talked about many things.... I was engaged by his story....cool and inspiring story... I hope one day I will be a nurse...yeah...

Blood Donation Drive has 499 donors.... To those who donated, thank you a lot. You save 3 people just by donating once.... To those who have yet to donate..., blood donation is not a scary things.... Donating blood is saving people...OK I turned out to be so on about donating blood.

That's my update..aha....Enjoy...(: