KPOP rant..

B2st made a comeback with Good Luck. They won 6 awards so far and i hope they win more because they worked hard not saying that other artists did not worked hard. some artists won due to their company fame.i watched MNetCountdown. B2ST was up against Taeyang and guess who won...Taeyang..expected but i came across a post at tumblr and saw a fan of taeyang i presume said that see you won without the fandom voting crazily and that's talent.. i was fuming mad because doesn't mean your oppa won he had more talent than other artist..as much as B2UTY are tactful towards others fandom but this is just plain irritating. B2ST worked hard to be at the top and so does other artistes. winning an award doesn't give you the right to talked down about other artistes' talent...i can go on and on to talk about how B2ST worked their asses off but that won't be fair for other artistes even your oppa.. as much as i respect your oppas, coz of fandom i can lose respect..let's take it as friendly competition... don't forget B2ST got full mark for 2 days straight last week.see i am already bragging about them.evil me.. let's not starts a fanwar..it is not needed anyways. I read a few websites and forum that B2ST No More are nicer..hopefully B2ST continue to be the best while being humble. read at tumblr that DooJoon scolded Yoseob for boasting about getting full mark..how cute can that be..and how humble can that be... just because an artist doesn't debut under the Big 3 company, they can't excel better than those in the big 3. i am agitated that fans that brings down other artistes still exist..ergh! i need to meet up with my KPop buddy, Luqman to rant all about this..hahaha! :P B2ST HWAITING!!! B2UTY HWAITING!!!

Fight hate with love...

came across a local youtuber vlogging about boobs. i smiled listening and watching to what she had to say. i mean it is her right as a human to be respected . she gets negative comments after posting a pictures that showed her sides of her boobs.. yes in western culture, they accepted it. but we are living in the asia continet of the world. we are conservative people by nature (some of us still very conservative).. too change people mindset takes years and years..so why hate on people who hate you? yes i may not know how it felt being called sluts and etc but if you fight hate with hate, you won't get love in the end. some people will embrace the change you want to bring but some will not..so fight hate with love and the situation will get neutral..just keep it calm about people hating on you because you can't satisfy everybody...when we layan haters, they know that they can get attention this way and continue...fight darkness with light...i am not a saint either i have my devils in me...being called fat and such, at times i just wished i can slapped them hard or sit on them but what's the point..i do want to do that to people who mocked me but what i get, i still can't closed their mouth( unless i stitch their mouth up).i get nothing..i just let it go because i know one day they will get their own medicine in a way or another..fight hate with love..

Back after 4 years

Messing around at 5.26am and here i am where i used to rant...saw few of my poly mates still blogs...haha! wow! been 4 years since i last blog..many things have changed. graduated from polytechnics and working in an industry that i didn't think i would end up... earl.y childhood sector..teaching..wow! i guess nurse didn't work out for me, IT is not me, teaching was my first ambition back in primary school days..and here i am.. i love children and being around them is a joy... work sends me to SEEDS to get a diploma in early childhood. double diploma for me! i learnt a lot...now i see children differently.. things we perceive changed when circumstances happen... reading through some of my blog post make me have goosebumps and i feel like a weirdo..haha! i am so kental! hahaha! planning to call in sick as i been gone to the toilet for like 4 times...other than tumblr i guess i can rant here! haha! hopefully i can comeback here soon! Sincerely,Salina

missing u dad :'(

sad what happen to Japan.damn sad.to see video and picture from the net regarding the quake and tsunami.hope all japan citizen are strong to face this hardship.putting aside that. i in year 3. meaning separation. currently i am doing fypj. 2 are doing IPP. the day before FYPJ start, i actually cried when i was thinking about separating with DIT0901.blame to the song i was listening that day which i am listening right now. hannah montana/miley cyrus, I'll Always Remember you. when come to think separating with the crazy class i cant help myself not to cry.because they really meant something to me. apart from my mom,family and my close friends.they really meant to me. they made me smile and laugh when i am sad.they made me cry because i laughed so much. they are like my brother and sister. they really meant something to me. they do. DIT0901 may have lack of jokers compared to other class but we are always joking ard as a class.fooling ard as a class and does lamest thing as a class.i am lying if i said they are the prefect class . we had our fights. we had our disagreement. the fights were small but we still have it.they make me feel loved.i cant help but smile when i think of the crazy stun they put up. random acts and lamest to the core jokes we had. i know we will meet each other but not being with them made me sad.i am saying like i am graduating tmr like that. i love u.

hello there!

how is everyone?i am fine i guess...i know i owe alot of update..but i am lazy..haha...shall make it short i guess! haha...

Hello Everyone! (:

i don't understand why some children are so IGNORANT of their parent's feeling...seriously..u are so ignorant of your other's feeling and care about other people mother. I serious dun understand you...seriously.. u made me speechless sometime not that you are one great man but you are one f-ing irritating man...your mom even apologize to you but you just replied by saying "Mmm"..wth was that? what you are trying to prove here? your mom been living with me like 10 years and my mom put up with her A LOT... no matter what she done she is your mother, the one that gave birth to you... you may have a bad experience whatsoever but no matter what she is your mother. during hari raya you dun even visit her? so you have a new family..whatever lah...it irritates me... no one can stop you but yourself. it bugs me so much because you are bringing up the past that your spouse are always the one been bringing your mom to the hospital and your spouse are the one cooking for her... what about my mom and me and my family? we let her go to the hospital herself?when she is sick we asked her to go hospital herself?when she has an appointment with doctor we let her go by herself?and we let her starve? think lah... use your brain and think.. how i wish that i can give you a piece of my mind. seriously...and oh yeah you were saying that i am big sized who would want me?did i asked your money to feed me? did i? gosh! i may sound heartless here but this is what i feel. this is what i think you should realize before she is gone. everyone will have leave this world.you brought up all the unfairness that happen to you...why don't my family brought up the past too? the reason behind it because we are just human being that will make mistake.. because we know that sincerity matter than just pretense...if one day, you mention about my body weight or whatsoever, believe me i will just give you piece of my mind. i am happy with myself and i don't bother anyone.