Crazyalwaes!

2011-04-28T22:03:00.001+08:00

missing u dad :'(

2011-03-12T23:32:00.003+08:00

sad what happen to Japan.damn sad.to see video and picture from the net regarding the quake and tsunami.hope all japan citizen are strong to face this hardship.putting aside that. i in year 3. meaning separation. currently i am doing fypj. 2 are doing IPP. the day before FYPJ start, i actually cried when i was thinking about separating with DIT0901.blame to the song i was listening that day which i am listening right now. hannah montana/miley cyrus, I'll Always Remember you. when come to think separating with the crazy class i cant help myself not to cry.because they really meant something to me. apart from my mom,family and my close friends.they really meant to me. they made me smile and laugh when i am sad.they made me cry because i laughed so much. they are like my brother and sister. they really meant something to me. they do. DIT0901 may have lack of jokers compared to other class but we are always joking ard as a class.fooling ard as a class and does lamest thing as a class.i am lying if i said they are the prefect class . we had our fights. we had our disagreement. the fights were small but we still have it.they make me feel loved.i cant help but smile when i think of the crazy stun they put up. random acts and lamest to the core jokes we had. i know we will meet each other but not being with them made me sad.i am saying like i am graduating tmr like that. i love u.

2010-11-13T23:37:00.003+08:00

hello there!

how is everyone?i am fine i guess...i know i owe alot of update..but i am lazy..haha...shall make it short i guess! haha...

Hello Everyone! (:

2010-09-27T00:52:00.002+08:00

i don't understand why some children are so IGNORANT of their parent's feeling...seriously..u are so ignorant of your other's feeling and care about other people mother. I serious dun understand you...seriously.. u made me speechless sometime not that you are one great man but you are one f-ing irritating man...your mom even apologize to you but you just replied by saying "Mmm"..wth was that? what you are trying to prove here? your mom been living with me like 10 years and my mom put up with her A LOT... no matter what she done she is your mother, the one that gave birth to you... you may have a bad experience whatsoever but no matter what she is your mother. during hari raya you dun even visit her? so you have a new family..whatever lah...it irritates me... no one can stop you but yourself. it bugs me so much because you are bringing up the past that your spouse are always the one been bringing your mom to the hospital and your spouse are the one cooking for her... what about my mom and me and my family? we let her go to the hospital herself?when she is sick we asked her to go hospital herself?when she has an appointment with doctor we let her go by herself?and we let her starve? think lah... use your brain and think.. how i wish that i can give you a piece of my mind. seriously...and oh yeah you were saying that i am big sized who would want me?did i asked your money to feed me? did i? gosh! i may sound heartless here but this is what i feel. this is what i think you should realize before she is gone. everyone will have leave this world.you brought up all the unfairness that happen to you...why don't my family brought up the past too? the reason behind it because we are just human being that will make mistake.. because we know that sincerity matter than just pretense...if one day, you mention about my body weight or whatsoever, believe me i will just give you piece of my mind. i am happy with myself and i don't bother anyone.

2010-09-22T02:00:00.002+08:00

Hello Everyone,

hope all of you are fine (:

so shall update... i was reading my old post...from Poly Year 1 till now...haha...how much I grew by just reading the post itself..how much i found myself through life...haha...cool isn't it...whenever we are at that point of time, we will not take seriously that things can have an effect on us... i always like that...reading all the entry i had regarding my CCA...i realize that i really enjoyed it because seeing smiles from the person i help make me feel warmth..even the BDD made me feel that sometime people can touched us in a way or another.. i love that feeling... the thought of it I love/enjoy helping others..but i dunnoe why i lost all the motivation to do that again..maybe because i am part of the planning....i guess i hate planning things...i just like to see people planning not getting involve in it..can i just give up my position and be a normal member? can i? like give up all of this? i feel irritated and sad at the same time... Veni always told me why must i give up now just because of some people, she added that I enjoyed helping so dun stop doing it. Yeah, I love helping and seeing smile on their faces make me feel that I have done smth... can i just leave my position now and help when i am needed?I dun really care of the position I hold in my CCA because it is just a position.GOSH! hate it when I want to give up something...oh yeah Veni and I had a chat back then.... "You have a choice to jump down or look at the beautiful view when you are standing at the edge of the cliff" this was what Veni said...I chose to look at the beautiful view because something is holding me down to the ground... (:

nice isn't it? haha... hope I will enjoy what I do(: that is helping others. (:

Shall stop talking about this... (: Shall watch my K-Drama (:

Back

2010-09-14T21:45:00.006+08:00

Hello Everyone!

Long time never blog...So how is everyone...?And Selamat Hari Raya!! I like dunnoe what to update lah...errmmmm...let me think?i still dunnoe...oh yeah did I tell you that i am liking B2ST! haha....a few weeks ago I everyday watch their video at Youtube...haha...obsessed...shall use the word obsess!hahaha...I like YoSeob!gah!!he is cute and has a very soothing voice to listen too....haha....oh yeah!! I have a new niece!Nur Alisha Bte Muhammad Razid...so shall end here...

YoSeob

2010-08-22T01:00:00.002+08:00

Hello readers! How are all of you? Hope everyone fine! Blissful with smile! What the hell am I talking about?I do not wish to update a very emo entry but I just can't help it. Yesterday while I was writing notes for OOAD modules, I was looking at my table. I was glancing at the picture that was taken 9 years ago. The picture of my mom,my late father and me. The three of us were hugging and smiling. That day was Hari Raya. I glanced at my late father's picture for a few seconds. Suddenly, I was overwhelmed with my own feeling. I always missed his laughter and jokes.Whenever someone ask about, " Your father work as what?" , I will stop and think. What should I say? I reluctantly said that he passed away. I felt sad that I have to said that. Yes I know I shall not be stupid and selfish! In this entire whole world not only me without a father. I was considered lucky enough to know my father. I still remember my first raya without my father, back in 2006. When I heard the "takbir" , I cried unknowingly. Tears rolled down my cheeks. I could not stop crying.It was always my father who make me angry and happy at the same time. He dotes on me without me realizing.Never dd I aspect to lose my father. Once, my mum said that my late father has this worry which was whether will he get to see me grow up to be a woman. When she mention that I felt sad.But I know he is with me right now. He is always with me because I hold his memories in my heart all along. I just wish that I could hug him and kiss him right now. I was not a good daughter.

I guess I should stop. I am sorry. Well I shall smile more now (:

100 Truth!

2010-08-09T21:44:00.002+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: Ice Tea
2. Last phone call: Mummy
3. Last text message: Nasyitha
4. Last song you listened to: Beast-Bad girl
5. Last time you cried: Not Sure....

Where question 6 go sia?

HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: Nope.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No one.
9. Lost someone special: Yes. :(
10. Been depressed: duhhhh....
11. Been drunk and threw up: DRUNK? NO LAH!!

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Red
13. Green
14. Light Purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: OF COURSE!!!
16. Fallen out of love: No...
17. Laughed until you cried: duhhhh....of course.....(:
18. Met someone who changed you: errmmm...kind of....
19. Found out who your true friends were: yeah....i think...
20. Found out someone was talking about you:errrmmmm....dunnoe...

Question 21 and 22 leh?

23. How many kids do you want to have: maybe 3...
24. Do you have any pets: nope....
25. Do you want to change your name: no...I love my name... (:
26. What did you do for your last birthday: errrmmm...it was fasting month...oh yeah...went out with sulaiman and yong en to Geylang...haha
27. What time did you wake up today: errmmm....12pm...
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Another Cinderella Story....
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: errrmmmm....new handphone?hahaha....
30. Last time you saw your Mother:Just now....came to my room to take her alarm clock...haha
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish that I am working right now...hahaha..i a bit contented now...
32. What are you listening to right now: Nothing
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Tom? nope...haha
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Nothing....
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook.
36. What's your real name: Nur Salina Bte Missary
37. Nicknames: Salina, Mok,Sally
38. Relationship Status: Single and Happy...
39. Zodiac sign: Virgo
40. Gender: Female
41. Elementary:Keming Primary Sch
42. Middle School?: Hillgrove Sec
43. High school/college?: Nanyang Poly
44. Hair colour: Black
45. Long or short: Short
46. Height: 169...
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yeah....haha...eye candy i shall say..haha...oh yeah...Kim Bum & Yo Seop!!!!haha
48: What do you like about yourself?: I like that I can smile and make jokes I shall say even it is lame..haha
49. Piercings: Ear...
50. Tattoos:NO WAY!!!
51. Righty or lefty: RIGHTY!!

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Nope
53. First piercing: dun dare...haha
54. First best friend: Nur Adilah Bte Aziz
55. First sport you joined: Netball in primary school
56. First vacation: Tanjong Pinang,Indonesia

Missing question 57 also -_-

58. First pair of trainers: Heh? what that?
59. Eating: eating? errm...keropok?
60. Drinking: Plain Water...
61. I'm about to: errm....dunnoe..haha
62. Listening to:Nothing....ahaha
63. Waiting on: waiting for??not sure...haha

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: duhhhh.....yes!!!! (: (:
65. Get Married?: of course....let fate decide when..haha
66. Career?: Nursing?or IT Field? or Teacher? hahaha....

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: errrrmmmm.....Both?
73. Sensitive or loud: of course both...ahaha
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship...hee...^^
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Both...hahaha....

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nope
77. Drank hard liquor: no lah....
78. Lost glasses/contacts: never worn both....
79. Sex on first date: first wedding night lah dey!
80. Broken someone's heart:errmmm....love wise no!

Question 81 & 82 gone?

82. Been arrested: Arrested?Dun think so....
83. Turned someone down: Nope...
84. Cried when someone died: duuuuhhhh....sad u know....
85. Fallen for a friend?: yeah... (:

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yeah....kind of...not always....
87. Miracles: yup...there can be miracle when u believe...haha
88. Love at first sight: ALOT!!! hahaha....
89. Heaven: yeah... Must earn it...(:
90. Santa Claus: dunnoe...hahaha
91. Kiss on the first date: errm...no i guess.....
92. Angels: YUP!!! hahaha
93. God: YES!! Believe in ALLAH...

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time:How to have more when i dun have one myself..haha
95. Did you sing today?:ermm...yeah! NDP song!hahahah....
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: ermm...no....
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: maybe i can visit my late father for the last time... :(
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: last year? maybe dun go to the subcom interview..hahah
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Kind of!
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: DUH!hahahaha....

2010-08-02T22:31:00.002+08:00

Hey Everyone...Hope everyone doing fine... dropped by m class mate's blog...and they are updating..so here am i updating...done with project! woohoo!! so glad! I love it sia! haha...the past few weeks was great..OOAD Project taught me to cooperate with your group's member...that is IMPORTANT! even you do fights and have arguments, make an effort to apologize...sometime you must take the first step... and this project taught me that in life not all things goes your way..haha.. i was so relieved when we were done with it.. i am so relieved i tell u..last week we spent most of time in school..like 9am - 9pm..12 hours.. we we doing project.. last friday we did stayed.. i saw my eye-candy ^.^ dream on salina! haha... Ramadhan is nearing...like next week... Fast sia! well i love fasting month... (: it teach me to self-control on a lot of things... (: We are coming soon to the end of the Semester... whoa! fast fast! haha.. Well well... I shall stop blabbering and chillax! (: (:

Short Getaway Trip

2010-07-04T19:23:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone,
Currently I at desaru chalet..just watched the world cup ..Argentina vs Germany..well I don't support any team ..I just support which score good..so as all the football fan shld know Germany won ..4-0..haha..I was having fun..see how they work as a team and all..what I've learn from the game is to work ad a team and NEVER stingy to share the glory..what I've seen and infer that Argentina player is always wanting to keep the ball to themselves and not share..remind me of floorball team back in secondary school days..hahaha...we always get tense if the ball is with us and decide not to share..hahaha..
Let's don't talk about world cup.. Desaru is our second destination..malacca is our first destination..we went to the place where they sell alot of souvinier and stuff..I bought one for myself..haha...well my mom is not here.she is at Singapore ..she can't join us as she had to work.her boss is ill..so she have to work..sad lah..but what can we do..hope she is well..I called her to tell where and what we doing..haha.. Well I waiting for 2am as my bros are going to fish..I want to follow..don't want to sleep..haha...I bought the back I wanted long ago..it was cheap..haha..RM 18 only mah..haha..tempted to buy two..but buy so much for what..haha...shall end here then..hope all are well.. :)

Hello

2010-06-27T01:13:00.001+08:00

I am blogging using my iTouch..to see whether it works..well last Thursday and Friday I had my practical for driving..Thursday was was not bad..Friday was a bit tiring..I go around the circuit correcting and improving..hahah..my right leg was tired..haha..I hope I pass all the lesson a.s.a.p..so I can drive..hahaha...
Ooooohhhhh...school starting soon...sem 1 term 2 ..hahaha... I hope I will ace all my subject ...I kept saying how I hope I can be in the director list...hahaha...well dream on Salina...that's all :)

2010-06-24T02:10:00.002+08:00

time check now is 210 am... was watching a movie at youtube...Surfing the net for movies to be watched.haha... so watched the movie, Raise Your Voice leading actress is Hillary Duff. the Final song was so touching and meaningful. Very meaning. It was called Somebody Watching Over me. here the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=USH3F4JjkBs

go watch it...it was so touching and meaningful...den after watching that movie , search for old song that once i love.

Only Hope by Mandy Moore. It was a nice song too..haha...late night watching videos and listening song are very relaxing I shall say..

Went to the HCA Hospice Center yesterday with the CCA. We played 2 games and a sing-a-long session. Though I do not really interact with any of the patients but seeing their smiles and laughter, made my day. They were so enthusiastic of playing the games.How simple the game is , the played with much enthusiasm. Ms Germaine from the HCA gave us a talk during the CSC orientation. How the video she showed made me teared up. Terminally ill and doctor said that you have less than a year to live. that's a big blow to whoever it is. One year to live. I guess no one hard is that strong to take that kind of blow. But I guess with centre such as HCA Hospice Centre they will be living their life to the fullest. If it were me that was diagnosed and told that left 1 year to live , I will be in an emo state. I will cry and cry but life has a sunny side when it stop raining. We never know the future that hold for us. enough talk about life and their mystery.

2010-06-20T21:50:00.001+08:00

I Love you Dad, Missary!(:

2010-06-19T18:54:00.003+08:00

do you ever feel that your circle of friends are fighting among each other? do you ever feel fucked up? do you ever feel that you are not doing anything to help? do you ever feel that you may not be important in their life as they are in your life? do you ever feels that you are always in a middle of something because you made yourself into? do you ever feel that you are hopeless? do you? Currently that what I am feeling right now.. I guess I should just forget of helping and make myself happy.. I know I hate seeing fights and quarrel but who am I? I always try to stop fights getting worst but I am just a human. Eventually they have to make a choice.. Laughter is the tools I hide my sadness and frustration. But when laughter doesn't work anymore for such situation , I will make myself entertained to make me laugh. I hate it so much what I am feeling right now. Quotes makes me realize how meaningful a life can be with words. I guess I should choose the quiet side of me from now . Maybe.But I am still Crazyalwaes. (:

I have learn one thing: When 2 are fire, the fire gets bigger. (:

(:

2010-06-19T00:28:00.003+08:00

Analyze the picture...

What do you see?

You see raining side and a colorful side...

Whenever there is rain, people sigh...

Because they have plan...

But they do not know...

Sometime when it is raining and we are made to change plan...

It will be a good thing...

Sometime plan changed , and we do something new and we learn from there...

I like rain...

Rain calms the Earth...

Though sometime it creates more heat...(:

Example when someone is super angry...

Sometime words can make them calm down...

Like Fire, can be put off by water...

Though I sound a naive..

But I guess Life is full of mystery ..

Mystery that we will find out...

Life seems hard at times

Life seems happy at time..

Life seems sucky at time..

Life seems perfect at time...

Life is full of mixture...

Mixture of many things and feeling...

No one life is full of happiness...

No one life is full of sadness...

Everyone life is mixture of both I believe...

I am actually blabbering sia..Just type what in my mind now..haha... (:

DIT 0901

2010-06-08T22:09:00.002+08:00

Did I ever mention that I love my DIT0901 classmate?!

I love them so much...They are always there cheering me up and making my day ... They love make to LAME jokes I tell you..haha...super lame jokes that make me laugh like mad woman..haha... Yesterday, Veni was wearing all black and we end class quite late...So this Shou Xian and Jansen was being a bit racist...They started saying, " Hey where's Veni?" I was like stunned...Veni was right beside me...haha...then Mr Luqman and his super-funny-irritating face was like " Veni?! Veni?!" haha...all of us laughed...Then that Veni really went missing...Shou Xian realised it..he was like " Hey where's Veni? This time real sia. She is not with us." Veni was hiding...haha... See how super-lame my classmate can be...No matter how lame they are, they still can make me laugh..haha.. Or maybe our level of humor is low...haha... IT0901 , I love you so much(:

Sometime some people get to my nerves...haha...but the rest they are very nice people (:

Till here then(: Bye(:

Random Post!(:

2010-05-28T01:14:00.002+08:00

hey hey everyone!

in my mind there are many things i wanted to update...but i just don't know where to start or should i talk about it... well whenever i feel alone , it make me think of some thing...i am not alone...there are always family and friends behind you to help you out and God are there too... but no human can run from that feeling... sometime i chose a silent mode because i just lazy to be involve...if i say i scared history may repeat..i hate the feeling when i cant do anything to help out my friends out... but i am not a hero..how i wish i am..haha...many things happen in school...haha...new couple..(: love is in the air..haha... reading someone's blog seems to be stalking them but .... ouh forget it... in primary school i was always tease being the biggest or fattest in class or whatever shit...come to secondary school it lessen ...polytechnic i am sure there are people out there to tease me..well i always close my eyes and shut my ears... i shut them off because i am kind of immune to it... sometime things in life you cant make it perfect... if everyone is standard, this world is boring... mundane... trust me i sometime takes certain things seriously even i may not seem like... i am tired of bringing up irritating things.. sometime i am sad but just that i do not show it... i love to joke around...because it make me forget that i a bit different from the rest... being able to type this thing here i am glad i am salina... i love myself as i am.. I may not be perfect but no one is perfect... if everybody is born perfect , people wont make mistake and wont learn from it... being able to find GOOD friends , make me feel blessed... Thank you God for who I am. I sound so emo sia! gosh! sorry but this is what i feel like typing... (:

Pens

2010-05-19T21:18:00.002+08:00

Veni gave me a name...Salina The Penholics... haha...It is not found in the dictionary...I agree with her..I love to buy pens even I have alot..haha...My mum will like " Ehk, why u keep buying pens?".. I will just smile...haha..I am a pen-buyer...

Apart from that...I owe updates...Well I just lazy to update..So the past week, it was a bit hectic because of many things...Many things happen..haha...till then...Bye(:

Happy Mother's Day

2010-05-09T03:34:00.002+08:00

I LOVE MY MOTHER,ZAINAH BTE BASRI (:

Hello

2010-05-05T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!it is only week 3 and i have a lot of thing to do...here and there...haiyo! weekends is the only day I will slack around with my family...I hope I will regain the strength to continue my daily routine...Going to school can be a drag to me BUT because of my friends and my goal to do well I wake up and go to school...Last week on Wednesday , I almost fainted in MRT. Yeah I am serious...That day I was so tired because of Blood Donation Drive as I was the day I/C... I donated blood in the morning (: Saved 3 lives..haha..back to my story... I only eat lunch which I don't finish..On the train, I didn't manage to find a seat. So I stood... And when the train going towards yew tee, it delayed. Then I start to feel my head like spinning... My vision was like blurr.. I closed my eyes.. without I knowing I fell on a Bangla(>.<") He shouted "oi"... I realised that I was fainting...Lucky got 3 nice ladies help me out. They let me have a seat and gave me medicated oil...I closed my eye and everything was ok...I felt blessed because the ladies help me. Reaching Jurong East I was a bit better , but the lady asked " Are you ok already?" I said yes... so I alighted and took cab home...It was a scary experience...I learn one thing Singaporean may be KIASU but they have good-heart...(: (:

That was last week..haha...(:

Now I always ensure that I eat something ..haha...well I am always eating..haha..My room is at a messed now! haha...always in a mess...I guess I shall stop here...

Blabbering

2010-04-25T00:24:00.003+08:00

Yo everyone! what shall i blogged about? haha...I have no idea what i shall blogged about..what the agenda? haha...well i guess i shall do some random post like i always do lah..haa...sometime went to meet someone from somewhere you learnt many thing...things you stereotype all the while will be changed after knowing the truth... school started...it was not bad afterall...i did survived..haha..i must used the fullest of the curriculum time..haha...well last week i have been mad all the while..because of one thing..cca...! gosh! seriously! i hate it lah...am i going to give up halfway? am i? i have no idea...i hate the idea when i keep telling myself that i did more than you...everyone in the committee start saying that already...gah! hate it hate it hate it! you did more from others? well i can also say that i did more than you! i keep planning for the LSC every wednesday...I did more!...seriously sia! hais! hate it!EXCO drama!haha... one fine day when i can't stand anymore i shall just walk off and let them say what the fuck they want! it is getting into my nerves liao! seriously! bit by bit they are getting on my nerves....if i were to be an angry Salina back then , I will be on other ppl's nerves now! Ok let's stop talking of unhappy things!

what can i talk?!haha...i just i talked about something already..haha...well happy things?? ermm....where to start? haha...shall stop for now!(:

2010-04-18T20:35:00.004+08:00

long time since i used my webcam..haha...so yesterday webcam with Veni...to show her the necklace we bought together..haha...here's the picture we took yesterday...tmr is the start of a brand new semester for me and all the polytechnic student... cannot believe that year 1 has passed. all those bittersweet memories with my classmate and the NYP.haha.. the first time we met each other and till now...haha...great memories with them and i will keep continuing to store whole lot of memories with them..haha..times when we were at orientation and and playing and involving in the games...it was super fun..haha...true color not out yet by then but has time passed we get to see real color..hahaha..reading the old post was super cute...haha...well let open a new chapter in NYP life..haha...till then(:

2010-04-11T23:07:00.000+08:00

FMO

2010-04-09T22:26:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone! FMO just finished today..FMO( FreshMen Orientation ) ... I was down to school since last week for OGL(Orientation Group Leader)... Firstly, I just want to say it was The BOMB! The OGL were crazy...haha...OGL bomb to OGL bomb..haha...we were like chanting sia...First day was on Wednesday...I was allocated to DIT 1002... when I first met them they were like zombies..haha..all quiet! Then I was thinking..Cannot make it liao...haha...Gone Case! BUT they surprised me! They get along... The OGL that consist of Aisah(IT0903), Ben(IT0904) , Angelin(IT0905), GuoJun (Not sure)..I make myself hyper..I drank Red Bull 2 day straight...I don't want to be like zombies..haha..so drank and I hype up! By Day 1 I lose almost of 50% of my voice..Thanks to all the bombing at Atrium.. All the OGL was so hype up but the freshie was like low spirit..We OGL around 100 plus shout louder than freshie..haha... Lucky they were hype by Day 2..I was in the Finale Cast. Acting as sub-cast only. I act as Coach...haha.. The FMO was so awesome that I dunnoe where to start...haha.. I guess I shall just say that : FMO was AWESOME! haha....

Back Again!

2010-04-04T02:42:00.005+08:00

Seriously I am a bit craze over Boys Over Flower though the drama was so long ago..haha...gosh! haha...it make me smile in my worst day...it made me smile...gosh! salina stop it! haha...I do not want to admit that I am obsessed! haha... scary sia! Korean stuff are quite addictive i shall say! haha... now I know! haha...man! I must control myself! hee...I cant deny that the actor are so cute sia! whoa whoa! the smile...wth! salina stop it! putting aside all the korean stuff..haha...

people are blogging about love well here I am thinking of a fantasy..haha...smiling is a good medicine....it calms you down...haha....that's why I learn I guess...haha...Smiling (: a lot of stuff are making me smiling... family, friends , drama ... I should blogged what I've been doing for passed dunnoehowmanyweek...haha... putting aside the sadness...haha... ok let's update about my result..haha.... well I manage to pass every module... :D I've improved :) Though it was not high but I've improved. Thanks to all my classmate who help me through Sem 2... I found my motivation... Motivation for me to move forward and stop aiming for just passed...(: i wont put high aims because I know when I am not able to aim it I will be sad...like GCE O level... I realize...when you are SO focus on one thing you will shut down the second path that you may have to take...like me... I was so focus and end up not thinking the back up plan..haha...dun dwell on it! (: So I will try my best and achieved it!(:

There are a lot for me to update about...but I am just plain lazy to type and talk about it because it will make me mad,sad,angry,frustrated & whole lot of feeling playing through my heart... So why must I absorb the negative and throw away the positive. Why am I starting to sound emo again?haha...(:

Missing You

2010-03-29T02:44:00.003+08:00

I miss you Dad! How I wish I can see you? How I wish that I can lie to myself that you were there to be with mum? I have a lot of wishes that may not come true. One thing I wish for is that how I wish I visit you for the last time... It's been 4 years going on with life without you. A lot has change. People around me, the environment, friends... I will still have tears when people talks about you..I have tears when people were saying jokes from you that made them laugh . I have tears when come to think about you. Tears are always with me. But there can be many tears. Tears of joy.Tears because I am proud to be called your daughter. Tears of sadness. You worry most about me. You were strict. Because of your strictness, I am what I am now. The regret in me will always be with me. ALWAYS! Sometime in life, I need a good laugh and a good cry.

Movie

2010-03-19T21:39:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone...is this blog grown spider web?haha..well i am sorry for not updating...cause of plain laziness..haha..well , today went out with Adilah to catch movie..not one but two movie.. according to plan, we are going to watch Alice In wonderland and Dear John...Alice in Wonderland still up but sadly Dear John is out...bummer! dang! really sad...didn't expect it to be out so fast..so we substitute it with Remember Me which was recommended by Sulaiman. We wanted to watch A.I.W first..but Ms Adilah was late..so we decided to watch Remember Me first...I watched the trailer and it wasn't attractive and I have an impression it's going to be a movie that I will fall asleep...but I was wrong...the plot and the story line was so awesome...seriously.. The overall movie is about LOVE ,BOND & LIFE.. Talk about love... Love between a girl whom father is a police and a boy who met the father's girl in fighting scenario... Love between a brothers... Love between brother and sister.... Love between friends... Bond? Bond with the family....Bond with sibling... Bond with parent... Life? How a perfect little girl has a history...? Having her mum to die in front of her.. How a rowdy guy with all the knowledge that has a soft spot when come to his sister?The ending of the story was not as I had expected... The ending made me shed my tears...I cried... Because I can feel the lost when someone passed away... It was remarkable a nice story...gah! Alice In Wonderland was not a bad movie...I can say worth watching movie... Though I almost fell asleep...But it was a nice movie... How imagination can make a great movie..? Cool is it? Well today was a movie day for me! haha...cool!! We should do this again!haha... Till here people!

Random!

2010-03-04T01:16:00.002+08:00

My exams are over!!Woohoo!! Now just need to think of result! I did my utmost best! So put aside the exam...So after exam, my classmate and I went to East Coast Park. We took bus from AMK...And I tell you the bus ride was SUPER LONG...butt cramp!then Mr Safi made us walked from dunnoe where to ECP Mac ... was super hot and tiring...swear some of us want to punch him..haha...well we reached the destination...rent bicycle...The guys Safi,Jansen,Shou Xian & Jun Wei cycled until Changi...haha...while the girls just sit and play card and talking and did some cycling...so the three hour rent of the bicycle was up...and from far I can see something red on SX's knee..And he is injured....GOSH! seriously he was injured, his knee & his elbow.He hit a canal...lucky nothing more serious happen... then Jansen told us that he almost kenna hit by car...wah wah! how dangerous... If I were to see them flew from the bicycle or almost kenna hit, I tell you I will shout like hell...Next time if have any outing, someone must bring First Aid Kit! haha.... while waiting, we laughed about some lame joke...haha...talking about what will happen if someone knocked their head...seriously it will be more scary...lucky everyone were ok though SX was injured, he was ok...dangerous...haha....we have this outing more & more ... great memories will be in my heart and mind...haha...ok up till now people! see ya!!

Mom

2010-02-21T21:39:00.003+08:00

Today I went to Botanical Garden with my mum...It is a trip organised by MKAC..well what I did was walk around and read book...haha..I was like thinking so the drama sia..den what I imagined was I am waiting for my prince charming..haha...it was just so quiet and very calming...so after almost about an hour , my mum called said the thing going to end so I went there...They were doing this expression your love to your loved one...haha...some from couple and children to parent and parent to children...haha... got one parent to children was SO TOUCHING i tell you...and as u guessed i cried... :( it was so touching...i dun want to elaborate on expression because i forgot..haha... if i were to stay there , i will also write for my mother... i know she will not read this blog...but this is how i felt...here goes...

Dear Mom,

I am glad that I have you as my mother. Never did i regret to have you as my mother even though you are sick..I still remember when I was in Primary 4 , you were diagnosed with Kidney failure and I cried. It was because at that moment I thought I am going to lose you forever... But nevertheless, you are here. You are strong...I still remember one of our family member said that you are going to die. How I wish I can just punch the person in the face. Seeing you go through the hardships, dialysis after dialysis and operation after operation... I am so sad but I told myself at that moment I must be strong for you. You were as strong as the Great Wall of China...Never did I see you cry or saying that you want to give up your life.. In 2006, when Father passed away, I was so upset. You did cried so hard.And after that moment I never see you cry. You were strong. Now, I only have you and brothers. You lift me up when I am so down. When I was scolded by brothers, you were there and console me even it was by words it was by the action. You work and never did you say that you blamed anyone. You always said never do bad things to others even though they did bad to us. Though I never say I Love You that often , but I love you very much... Thank you mum for being the candle in my darkest days.

Sincerely,

Salina

That will be my expression. haha...

2010-02-19T22:51:00.002+08:00

i keep thinking what if one day, my world turn upside down...upside down meaning that...i become thin & i come from a rich family....well i know is so not real..haha...seriously...what if that happen?will i still be the same Salina as now and will my friends be like what I have now?will my family be the same? more happy or worse? when i see teenager who get what they want and are popular among people, it make me think what if their world is turned upside down? haha...well I am grateful with what I have.. There are no perfect life...small littlest thing will make it imperfect... when i think of the future when i was in primary school, i always think that everything will be the same...same family member, same friends and same me...when come to secondary life, what i think of the future are things changed right in front of us...and when we take things for granted everything will be gone in matter of seconds... when i reached polytechnics, it make me think what i am going to do if i have no jobs? what if i have diploma but no job?what will happen? thinking of the future will never ends because we do not know what life in the future hold for us... what we think now may not be the same 10 years down the road... changes will happen even though we doesn't want it...growing up from different family background will be turn every children differently...the kid may be from rich family but if the family nurture the kid like they are poor they will not turn out spoiled... i know whatever i blog now has no flow..haha...well type for fun..haha...that's all...

Saturday Morning....

2010-02-07T00:16:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone!

On Saturday, Veni and I went to Pertapi Children's Home at near Kovan there...we sign up with Red Box Project, a project that was created by NTU or NUS student if not wrong. The idea of this project is you get a shoe box and put some thing that children around certain age may like example bears or car toys. So I find it interesting so I volunteered and pulled Veni in. I went to Pertapis Children's Home before with CSC. But on Saturday the experienced was so different... I get to talk to some of the residents there. It was a blessed for me to see them smile and laughing away. Then Veni and I cling to this boy Iman, 3 years old. VERY CUTE!! *gah* I keep carrying him around..haha...he is SO SWEET!!! Veni and I 'fought' over him because I want to carry him when take picture but Veni was faster then me and she took Iman * NOOOO!!!* haha...when the shoe box filled with some stationery and toys were given...I can see some of the residents' face lit up...they were happy to receive even it was just a simple gift like colour pencils...Then Iman got an Elmo & some stationery...He was cute... I guess the visit there were so meaningful and great! I am glad I can share with Veni! Hope I can go there soon!! Red Box Project was a great idea ... I do not regret...Not only that....today we played Captain Ball...Long time never played....as usual I dun really run..haha...Veni,we had a good and fruitful day right??Not Veni I mean Tabitha...ahah...that's what the residents called her...ahaha...Well I love the visit so MUCH!!!

Sometime...

2010-01-31T22:37:00.002+08:00

sometime in life you have to accept what is in front of you as it is. if we keep on choosing for the something much more better, you end up losing everything. it reminds me of the card my bf gave to me. it was a nice story. sometime in life you have to be brave to face any problems in front of you.you can't keep running away from the problems. sometime in life all you need is a good support that can help you when you are down. when we are down all we need is a pleasant smile from your loved one.when you think that you can't keep running as you fall hard on the ground but there will be someone who will help you to continue the race even though it's walking. sometime in life we have to accept what we are lack of. we can change some of the imperfection you have but sometime the imperfection makes you perfect. sometime in life you will be in a situation where all hopes are gone and you were about to give up. but there will be a will in your heart that kept you going on. sometime in life all you need to be is yourself. showing the real you is much more appreciated rather than being someone that is not you. sometime in life you have to accept the truth even though it's hurt. sometime in life you are scared of what the future holds for you. sometime in life your friends can hurt you deeply like a knife stabbed in your heart.

in life there are always sadness & happiness. the sadness tells us that we have to keep moving on even though it's hard. the happiness tells us that we have conquer sadness.

sometime i felt dumped.sometime i felt stupid.sometime i felt giving up.sometime i felt disappointed.sometime i felt scared. sometime i felt sad.sometime i felt alone. because of people around me , i felt blessed every time i see them smile. this people helped me to get through my darkness days. this people help me a lot. i wish that one day i will be able to return favor to all of them. God send me this people to help me get through life. Thank You God. Thank You EVERYONE.

2010-01-30T23:19:00.002+08:00

I want to say Thank You to everyone who has help me in a way or another.

Sincerely,

Salina

Random

2010-01-22T22:25:00.003+08:00

Hey Everyone!How are all of you?So been some time I update my blog...Loads of things happen...So it is 2010 already!Time flies!Going to be 19...fooh...haha...Still long lah..hahaWell life has been ups and down...who doesn't have ups and down, right?I always wanted to be the one who pull people when they are falling...but sometime I need to be helped too..some of my classmate are so sweet and they helped me in my project...thanks everyone!owe u all!

forget about the sad part...

have you all ever wonder what if we have power?like superpower...if i were to have a power, i want to have...what power shld i have?ermm...maybe make people happy when they are sad...

or be like Power Ranger or Wizards Of Waverly Place!!!woohoo...have magic power!!COOL!hahaa..i am being SUPER RANDOM!

yeah...I want to have superpower!!

woohoo!!

If only my personal development can put this goal....cool sia...hahaha

well till here....

let me be happy....

2010-01-16T00:35:00.003+08:00

i may stay quiet and do nothing.but when i am pushed to my limit i will stay there and do nothing because why?because i want to be the same happy girl and not the angry type anymore.it make me lose myself even the littlest thing.want to see that side of me ?i am a normal person with normal feeling.seriously...if i were to be very angry, i will just be like a girl with a knife on her hand.if i were to stay quiet, i will just be like a stone which does nothing even being kick. all i have to do is keep my own feeling and be like a stone.never do what others did to it.make me a beast, i will be one.make me a normal girl, i will be one.my heart may be burning just to save things because i like it that way. me being hurt it's fine but not people around me being hurt.being an angry person will end up hurting and burning yourself.i want to indulge in happy mode.box of happy chocolate inside.can someone give me a box of happy chocolate ? i need it....that's all...

Update(:

2009-12-09T20:24:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone...I know I owe quite an update...but I won't update everything lah...hahaha....Well I shall start about the Standard Chartered Marathon that happen last Sunday. It was FUN...yeah...sitting near ECP at wee hour...haha....den got to see million (maybe) runners running...hahaha....was fun and sleepy also..I can believe that I endured throughout the marathon which I was station-ed to be the route marshal which is stand by the road and support the runners....I saw alot of people....different people running...haha....I saw few of my seniors and familiar people..The most touching part of being a route marshal is when the runner say " Thank you. We still continuing because of you" *aww* I love when they say that...I kept smiling and smiling and smiling....haha...well it was an experience for me...haha....it was quite fun also..haha....Maybe next time I shall join again....hee....Well that was last Sunday....

Oh yeah last Saturday....Luqman, Shou Xian and me went to Bugs for jamming...haha...But mr Luqman book-ed the recording studio * stunned*...We aren't professional and he book-ed the recording studio...I got the chance to play drum actually....It wasn't easy as I thought...haha...I get to play the Bass also....it was ok lah..Shou Xian was learning to play guitar....Overall it was super fun...haha...

Last week was hectic a bit lah....Last Tuesday was the Blood Donation Drive....Veni and I donated blood on Tuesday....I was on duty on Thursday and Friday. Friday my senior put me as Day IC...Throughout the day I saw a lot of people...Different kind of people who is kind enough to donate blood... Around 3 I guess, this guy just donated blood...I asked him to have a seat and write his name on the certificate... He turned out to be a friendly guy...His name was Firdhaus if I not wrong....We started to talk about nursing when he ask me what course I am in .... He talked about many things.... I was engaged by his story....cool and inspiring story... I hope one day I will be a nurse...yeah...

Blood Donation Drive has 499 donors.... To those who donated, thank you a lot. You save 3 people just by donating once.... To those who have yet to donate..., blood donation is not a scary things.... Donating blood is saving people...OK I turned out to be so on about donating blood.

That's my update..aha....Enjoy...(:

2009-11-23T21:15:00.003+08:00

See this photo...What can u relate this to relationship between you and your parents?

We are the pencil that will be writing our life story. With pencil, we make mistake. So the eraser at the back will be our parents.Though we can't undone what is done, they are there to help us.erase and asked we all to rewrite our life story.(:

That's all..Bye...

random

2009-11-14T22:26:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone..So a week has past....Many things happen...typical me of saying that every time I blog but didn't explain it more...this week was fine..well for the second time i cried in school..hais...because I was so upset with myself. I was really upset with myself. I feel that I can't lead the group well...but I shed the tears out..I must lead the group..OK that why I cried..haha...well I saw my eye candy...woohoo..well..it was just an eye candy.. was telling Veni that I should have a new eye candy that I will be able to see frequently..haha....

well last Sunday I met up with my two primary schoolmate...Nabilah & Marissa...haha...they were the friend back in primary school day and Hillview day...haha...how i enjoyed that time..haha...the three of us telling old memories that still linger in our mind..haha...we were saying that if we could be back as primary school student we will because we love that time..because that is the time when we were having FUN...yeah...haha..still remember how small things make us happy...hahaha...how we can laugh at LAME jokes..haha...those days...haha...love it experience it and past it...

I guess that's about it..bye!(:

2009-11-06T21:38:00.002+08:00

Hello people!!

I know I did not update for one week...I just plain lazy to update...because I do not know what I can update about...haha....Last Monday, I handed in my personal development stuff...So my goal is to learn cooking and learn silat..aiya bullshit only lah... I learn Silat lah..so that's like kind of covered...haha...Did I ever you blog that I do not want to be holding any position in my CCA... want to be NORMAL member...seriously..I lazy of drama and whatever lah...I do not want to care....I just want to help people because that what I want not any position..I don't freaking care about CCA point...my cca has too much drama i tell you..haha...shall see...put aside the cca...so last 5 days what i have been doing...you know i wont be telling everything right because i lazy..haha..

ask you all something...if let's say if a lady with big tummy how u know she is pregnant???i always came across this situation in mrt...when a lady stand in front of me with a big tummy...i wonder is she big size or pregnant sia??haha..but i assume the person is pregnant..haha...okok...i shall stop here..bye people!enjoy yr weekends!

Picture taken!

2009-10-25T01:21:00.001+08:00

updates!

2009-10-25T01:06:00.003+08:00

Hello everyone!

Week 1 Sem 1 are over...so next week shall be the start of anything that going to happen..i know what going to happen...that is more deadlines to be met..like week 3 i have to hand in P.D written goals that is suppose to be four page...*faint*...i decided to do cooking as my goals...the reason being that as a ladies we must know how to cook...some husband like to eat home cook food...haha...well i need to think the other one...hais...the next deadline is project proposal...*faint again*...tell me about project....i shall say i will faint again..last friday was a chaos for us...we need to revamp our original grp few time to fit in everyone inside...we had meeting and many discussion...few groups are settle...like mine...i take in regan, veni and weiling...i shall not elaborate more on why my group is different than we original plan...will you give a person second chance when they did smth wrong to other person ? second chance can change a person..but it is always how willing the person are willing to change themselves...some people just take chances given for granted...i guess second chance result may differ..i hope this one is a good result..i read on sheep (chinese zodiac) and the internet says that people born in sheep year are always a humble person...the characteristic described really true as far as i know..hee...well no matter what year you are in, characteristic of someone can never change...i think so lah..aha...

well on friday i went to meet up with yongen and sulaiman..though a short one but we still has fun..haha...we always pass sarcastic remarks to one another but we still smile and laugh about it..haha...that's us...haha...we have the bond...haha...well i guess till here...the photo taken on friday i shall upload soon i guess..hahaha

see ya people!thanks for reading....

picture us!

2009-10-21T21:18:00.003+08:00

This is what you get when you mix crazyalwaes with crazy people!haha...

Semester 2

2009-10-20T23:22:00.003+08:00

Hello!

School term has started!

first day was mundane but with my crazy friends around me there are no mundane day with them...It was fun being back in school though was not used to the sleeping routine and early morning but I guess we must do it....

I hope this semester will be better...!!

My lesson starts at 9am everyday!!so yeah need to wake up.i hope i will get used to my new sleeping routine and time i will be waking up everyday..

So yesterday I had my first personal development...We got our assignment...Goals! so we need to set 2 goals and write and hopefully achieved by week 11...well...i was thinking of learning drums..but oh well i shall just see how...i shall not procrastinate ! shall start thinking...people give me ideas...i was thinking losing weight..but oh well...haha...

I shall stop here.hahaha

have a nice semester ahead !

Sadness

2009-10-16T00:27:00.002+08:00

Sadness is an emotion where we feel alone,discourage and losing hope. or feel this is the end.

Everyone has their own sadness.Sadness can be shared or just kept to yourself.

for me I prefer to keep to myself.It is better to see me crying than seeing others crying...Prefer people see the happy side of me rather than the sad side. Being sad not my liking but we can't run away from it.So when u got tears coming down, I always tell myself let it go.When you cry, you feel it gone. Maybe or not u may feel a bit better.Sometime I cry...call me crybaby but that's just me!

I came across this quotes...

Every man has his secret sorrows which the word knows not; often times we call a man cold when he is only sad~ Henry Wadsworth.

Till here I shall post.

Stay happy always!

2009-10-12T22:49:00.003+08:00

No matter how many time i get angry with my family members i will still be glad...

glad that I have a family with me...

how many time i shed tears, i spit angry words,i show faces....

i still loved them...

i loved them...

they are there with me...

I love them very much! they are my heart and soul...

I am so crazy!

2009-10-11T23:12:00.002+08:00

I am always scared to close my eyes

I am afraid that I will not be able to see you again

Though I am afraid but when I close my eyes you are there

You are smiling at me

I called you but you just smile at me

When I am able to open my eyes and see the sunshine

I feel greatful

God has given me a chance to see my loved one

Update!

2009-10-05T00:18:00.003+08:00

Hello reader!

what shall i update about?maybe shall update day by day...what i have been up to..hee...

so on monday 28/9/09

I was at Khatib from 10 to 830...mural painting was in progress!!many problem we overcome that day actually...like merlin has to teach us noob-in-art to draw human figures which we were supposed to draw.den we found a solution. enlarged the design and trace out..hahaha...so merlin was so determine to finish up on monday...we finished it...have few moments when everybody was quiet as got some dispute..well we overcome it...and the mural was up at ard 730 and merlin did the final touches!haha...and we were done for the day!!yeah!

Tuesday 29/09/09

went to geylang with mummy search for my legging and mummy want me to have a new set of baju kurung...found it...haha...

Wednesday 30/09/09

The day that I have two event on!Salvation army was fine lah...we did packing and stuff...Hari Raya outing with fellow ex-hillgrovian!!!was fun!!!haha....everyone was updating each other and gossiping..haha...reached home at ard 12..haha...last house was aisah's house at tampines...azza and i took cab home..hee...photos were upload as soon i freshen myself up!haha...semangat mah!!

Thursday - Sunday...

lazy to update...haha...

that's what i did..haha....now my hand feels tired...maybe i accidentally strecth alot..hahaha...well peeps...till here!

2009-09-27T05:04:00.002+08:00

i just miss everybody..

everybody that was once closed with me...anyone...be it an enemy now or best friend now.i missed them.i missed them.missed goofing with them.creating stupid jokes..creating stupid funny faces dat cracked everyone up.missed the time where we all spend time just talking and talking about anything that come across our mind at the time..how we laughed and laughed...how we cried together...how we comfort one another when one was down.how we hold their shoulder saying it is ok.though i know it been month and i kept thinking about this stuff but when i looked back or looked at photos i will keep smiling...the time we spent together was just precious.the fight we had.the quarrel we had.it was still precious.haha...still remember how we fought.words of hate came out.well humans are like that.we said words of hate when we are super angry.blasting fire through mouth like a dragon...

2009-09-26T01:27:00.002+08:00

ytd was not a day for me seriously.

i was not in my best mood.

someone heard me getting pissed off.

and i am really sorry for it.

i had the worst experience.

please...

i seriously hate it.

dun repeat it again.

how i wish i can just wash my hand on everything right now.

bye people!

i am not a good leader.so dun take my lead.

Hari Raya!

2009-09-23T22:54:00.003+08:00

my hari raya family photo...

how i wish someone was there with us ad celebrate this with us together...the smile in our faces just wishes he was there wih us.every year without fail,i will just wish he was there.but i noe my wish is a stupid one...put aside the sadness...

i had FUN first day of raya...haha...shall not elaborate more...i love the last part when we were at Uncle Jamil's house which is the last house.haha...we play fire sparklers!!yeah!!!shahren,syahidah,my brother and me!sharen my brother made rocket out of the fire sparklers...haha...den our last rocket was on a table at the void deck...when we thought it going to flew high...it didn't..and shahren thought going to hit him..he fell on the ground..he was squatting...so he fell on his butt...cute or what..haha...my bro and i laughed..his reaction was cute sia..haha...we had super fun...

the nex day...i was super shagged...shagged giler....i was like can i sleep again!it was like 1135 or what lah...den my uncles and aunts from my father's side came...i went in my room after served the drinks...watched tv and fell asleep..haha...after they left...i slept until 6 plus..haha...dat was day two of my raya!hahaha...ok till here...salina out!

510am post

2009-09-18T05:04:00.002+08:00

hello people!hari raya nearing!!like this sunday!haha...time flew past me like a wind!haha...cant wait for it...but this year will be different...way different!i know i said about this at my last post and i wont repeat again!haha....so the enthu sia me!haha...well i like it!!hari raya is the day where i can see all my cousins!saturday got kenduri/feast....so people let's play firecracker/bunga api!!!yeah!!i like children seh..haha...i love it!haha...bring back the memeories!haha...hari raya is also an emotional day for us...seeking forgiveness from the elders and among us....haha....thinking what shld i say to people ard me on dat day esspecially my mum..hee...confirm nangis/cry...haha...no matter how we know that person did wrong to us we must seek forgiveness...haha...it is 510am and i am still not asleep..baek pe!hais..haha...well used to it lah...ok lah...

shall stop here!bye...gd morning people!have a nice day!and to all malay out there!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!bye!salina out!

2009-09-15T01:36:00.001+08:00

i played this dress up game at Y8.com..haha...kill time..long time never play.aha...cute seh..haha

salina out!

Friendster!

2009-09-11T01:39:00.002+08:00

hello...

well i was browsing through my Friendster's a/c...den went to see ALL the testimonial...and guess what all the testimonial make me smile and some make me blushed.haha...reading all the testimonial that was given to me...it made me wanting to rewind to those days....chatting with people and sharing stories...some people give me good comment and some just leave me a hello...haha...i deleted some unpleasant testimonial back in 2007...i noe that time...it was really unpleasant i tell u...it make me wanting to delete the a/c but i persevere....really persevere....still remember how exited i was when i received testimonial from people...how they make my day by saying good stuff..haha...reading after reading the testimonial made me blushed.haha...seriously...how the old days were so good!!how chatting with friends over at msn were so fun for me...things changed after few years...things are different right now?of course lah things will change...but seriously i just wished it was like last time..where i chatted and chatted with people...keeping in touch with some of my friends...argh!those memories were sweet..haa...seriously sweet like candy..hahah...well i love certain testimonial given by certain people...well..hahaha....i adored people over a chatting..hahaha....well that was last time.hahaha....well i shall end here!tata people!

good day!

2009-09-08T00:04:00.003+08:00

07092009

2009-09-07T23:41:00.003+08:00

Hey people!!how was your day?i hope everything is fine...

well today i turn 18....haha...old already...well to those who wish me :

1.Wenyang: Thank you...you are the first person to wish me!(:

2.Sulaiman: Thank you..u are certainly the best guy friend!

3.Azzahara: Thank You...u Still remember my birthday!woohoo!!(:

4.Kak Sarah: Thank You my beloved sis-in-law(1)!

5.Aisyah:Thank you my friend from kindergarten!(:

6.Saidah:Thank you...well i shall heed yr advice(:

7.Aisah:Thank You...stay happy girl!(:

8.BoonKiat:Thank you my "BoyFriend"!(:

9.Zann:Thank you Darling(:

10.Joyce Goh:Thank you!(:

11.Kak Haizah:Thank you my beloved sister-in-law!(:

12.Adilah:Thank you for the "cake"!i ate it already!!(:

13.Zamak:Thank you my keming-ian buddy!(:

14.Junde:Thank you so much(:

15.Fauziah:Thank you(:

16.Khairunisa:Thank you(:

17.Veni:Thank you so much darling(:

18.Shou Xian:Thank you reneGod!(:

19.Ms Kaur: Thank you Ms Kaur!(:

20.Cik Yanti:Thank You(:

21.Amir Cuzzy:Thank you Cuzz!!(:

22.Marissa:Thank you(:

23.Rasyidah:Thank you(:

24.Fazreena:Thank you my keming buddy!(:

25.Aziemah:Thank you (:

26.Kelvin:Thank you(:

27.Li Hui:Thank you(:

28.Farhana Cuzzy:Thank you cuzzy!(:

29.Pang Ping:Thank you!(:

30.Ms Wang:Thank you see you tmr!(:

31.Peck Har:Thank you!:)

32.Joyce Wang:Thank you darling(:(:(:

33.Jerrold:Thank you Barney!(:

34.Sze Yee:Thank you your turn next week!(:

35.Atiqah:Thank you!Stay strong ok!(:

36.Amalina:Thank You my 6HH buddy!(:

37.Kian Ann:Thank you!:)

38.Lirong:Thank You!:)

39.Siti Roszaimah:Thank you darling!(:

40.YongEn:Thank you my girl!!Love u!u are the last i think!haha(:

to those who wish me and yr name is not listed sorry...Thank you for all your well-wishes!i appreciate it alot!!to those out there who share same birthday as me..thank you!some picture from today....07092009

another random post from crazy!haha

2009-09-05T03:00:00.002+08:00

well here i am at 3.01am...my typical time for me to goofing around..haha...keep youtube-ing...searching for videos after videos after videos after videos...haha...and watching it after videos after videos after videos after videos..haha...well currently i listening to JANGAN MENYERAH from D'Masiv..in english is Don't Gice Up!a nice song with nice lyrics and for malays out there or anyone that can understand malay go and listen to the song...haha..well before that i listened to demi lovato's song...Gift Of A Friend...haha...a very light-hearted song....u need friends...ahaha...well people out there, true friends are hard to find.when u found them,treasure them.well i shall say it..To all my friends, THANK YOU...thank you for everything..i cant list down all the deeds because there are so many...haha...holiday are in..happy Holiday!(:

well i gess till here!

Last Day Exam!

2009-09-04T00:47:00.003+08:00

hello my fellow friends!!

today marked the day of last of exams!!woohoo!!after exam,veni and i head to geylang!asked the rest wanna follow and they were like "GEYLANG?FOR?"like wrong like that..haha...we went there..breakfast first..den we went to joo chiat to buy veni's shoe...she bought two..haha...den the crowd starts coming at the bazaar...den we head home..haha...holidays started already!!cool or what! well i want this holidays to filled with fun and laughter!haha...i hope that...so fast time flew...first sem is up...i hope i did ok for the exam...dont want to expect high...i came up with this phrase...

Family is like a treasure.Siblings and us are like like the gold and our parents is like the chest box which keep the gold safe and sound.

that time just finish watching wizards of waverly place the movie mah..haha...well last monday i went back to HILLGROVE for teacher's day!well reached early.haha...i enjoy the singing part by Dominic...he sang Beatiful...it was a jaw-dropping...he sang well...well enough that everyone start applauding for him...i enjoyed that...

i took some picture today..haha...enjoy!bye!

Thought

2009-09-01T04:39:00.002+08:00

well just finish morning break fast...well while eating i watched an indonesia reality show...it is about a mother seeking forgiveness from her husband and her children..i was like "oh she seek forgivness"...but guess what..when she saw her husband she turn to dis devil..she became angry and scolded her husband and pushing him away...i was like"wth she want"...den after three days the host found her lying inside her house...she regretted and say she want to meet them again...when she saw her husband working as a sand digger...she turn to a devil again...wth sia...even the host scolded her...she was saying"i am ashamed to see u working a low lying work"....her husband just say"this is a truthful way to earn income"...she went on and saying"you poor"...piang ehy!den she was so angry she fainted....seriously...say i am bad but serve her right...lucky she did not die on spot...luvky GOD spare her life...wah seh!what an episode...somemore in the morning..lucky i did not shed a tear...seriously i wonder....what if one day she become poor...and her fate overturned...money is serious nothing....yeah in this world money can buy us what we want...food,drink,house...etc lah...but can money buy our future?can money buy a true love?love meaning people who love u..well i noe i may not noe the world outside but experience make u mature...well i shall just say that whatever GOD give u,HE can take it away whenever HE wants...salina off...bye!bless u people!

2009-08-29T01:02:00.002+08:00

notice the changes in my blog...haha..."clever" me go edit...den become like this..hahaha...well....i watch the wizards of waverly place the movie....haha..at youtube at ard 4am ytd...when i wanna watch again..Walt Disney claim copyright..haha...well the movie is supre duper nice!!!argh!!haha...let me tell u more about the wizards of waverly place..
it is a drama like hannah montanna...but it is way different...wizards of waverly place is about three siblings challenging each other to be a wizards...only one of them will keep the magic power and become a family wizards....there are justin russo,the older brother,alex russo,the second child and max russo the youngest....they are acted by David Henrie(Justin),Selena Gomez(Alex) and Jake T.Austin(Max)....their teacher is their father...these drama is so family-oriented..haha...

the movie is so sibling-oriented...between alex and justin....they are supposed to find this diamond because alex messed up with magic...they must get the diamond or stone before time cath up with them and they will dissapear....the movie is so adventurous...haha...i loving the movie...wishing that the movie will come up at disney channel....haha....haha...i am loving the show and the movie..haha...loving it!!salina stop it!haha...well i shall stop here...bye...have a nice day ahead people!

2009-08-28T04:03:00.002+08:00

hello salina here!!

well just finish breakfast(morning)...i haven sleep yet..haha...well after update and watched a movie den i will be sleeping..haha...well i dunnoe what shall i update on..haha...next week i have three paper..haha...and nxt week plus next next modany i may go geylang 3 time..haha...plan after plan..ahaha..well till here...

bye people!!

2009-08-21T23:03:00.003+08:00

hello people!!

tmr th emuslim start fasting!!haha...time flew fast!i didnt expect it is fasting month up ahead!haha...well...i am so gald that i still manage to see this year fastng month!i am greatful!haha...why sudden emotional salina??haha...this year is a bit different from past few years...this year kak haizah will be celebrating fasting month with us...grandma will be at cik lubak's house celebrating fasting with them!a new environment!i hope this year fasting month can bring everyone closer!!i got alot to update but dunnoe what to update lah..haha...i guess i forgot!hahahaha...well only thing i remember was on tuesday met YongEn and Sulaiman..firstly i met yongen to study..den we met sulaiman and headed to Hillgrove Secondary School to buy ur yearbook!!den went to have lunch in school...haha...thanks YongEn for treating us!!haha...eating the same food we used to eat back in secondary school days!den we talk about our our secondary school days!haha...great memories back there!!haa...

Final Presentation!

2009-08-12T00:59:00.002+08:00

well today is the last presentation we had for IT1193...yes!!i do not noe whether we nail th epresentation but it was huge relief!!took loads photo on veni's camera!haha...go her blog to see the photo... http://herrandomness.wordpress.com/ that's where the photo are...haha...lazy to upload it!!believe it or not i missed the group...haha...i dunnoe why sia!haha...seriously sia!well i shall see next semester who are my grp member are! i seriously felt a bit sad..dunnoe why...the goofy side when after the presentation...haha...well after we ate lunch at mac...sx,jansen and me went to AMK hub to play arcade!haha...veni and safi went home...i finally saw sx in action playing JUBEAT...haha...look fun but u must be very alert sia!!seriously...tried the game..wah sioa!!seriously u must be very alert sia!!haha...sx u pro sia!!haha...well played a few game there...wah sey!!we left ard 3-4 plus i think..haha...aiya train-ed back home lah alone as usual..haha...i am thinking one thing!what if friend u thought were your bestfriend is not?hmm..just a random thought!no offence!i scared that friendship i build will fall one day we grew up and meet different person...i didnt quite in contact with 5a1-ian...yeah!believe it or not!hais...yeah!when i see pictures after pictures i felt that i been away so long dat i dun noe what happening...hais...well i guess i think too much like what Ms Amy always says lah...i cant help it!well salina stop it already!that's all i have..thanks for taking the time to read my humble blog...

2009-08-10T22:28:00.002+08:00

i've been thinking what shld i update on..seriously...nw will be my three time typing this...haha...

let make this be the one for me to update...haha...

well today went over to marina square to do project..planning to do project at starbuck but there werent enough place for us..guess where we go after that??pizza hut1a weird place for me to do project..we had lunch....all were there...safi didnt eat...i read sx's blog before that...i was like taken aback..so does veni..den while waiting for our food..i decide to divide out our stuff...we ate pizza...yummy!!!den each of us took a slice..left two pieces..den jansen cut it up into two..make it to be 4 small slices...after eating one slice and the small pieces veni and jansen still not full...haha...they asked sx and i ;"can we like take the piece?"..haha...sx and i agreed...den...suddenly i was so random i said..jansen is like our father.because he were the one who kept serving us the food..hahaha...and veni,sx and i were his children and safi was his maid..haha...den i asked "who is our mother?" he said "i have no wife.my wife passed away." to make story short...the three of his children has diff mother....one malay,one indian and one chinese..hahahaha....all passed away..hahaha...we were so hype about it...haha...sx were dota-ing...haha...den after finished eating we realised that we didnt do anything..den we discuss again!hahha...den we went off...safi left...left with the father and his kids.haha...jansen waned to shop ard..ended up nvr buy anything..haha...went to train and decide we go walk walk at amk hub...coz 'father' wanna to meet his friends at 8pm..haha...nearing to amk...veni told me she wanna to go home..den i changed my mind...i wanted to go home...so does shou xian..haha..poor 'father' has to go alone..hahah...veni told sx about the entry...he said ; "i type it out of anger"...well i guess ppl personality may change when he/she get angry...haha...dat's my day!!

ytd....!!!i followed the pledge taking ceremony...haa...so does my bro..hahaha...den went to facebook...merlin upload his video when he were taking the pledge..merlin u are so patriotic sia!!haha...proud of u!!haa...well dats about it!

2009-08-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

i am back again!!haha...well just now dunnoe what to do so i update about the photo lah..haha...well i just wish i am able to be patient like u used to be back den!i am getting more & more impatient day by day.i dunnoe why!ergh!!i loathe the feeling!ergh!!i hate it u noe!i show u my dark side sia..haha...i am being an angry person angain..i dunnoe why sia!day by day i get so angry easily....especially towards my niece...dania and eiliyah!i can get so worked up and scoleded them!like a mother u noe!seriously i dunnoe why seh!hate it sei!!my cuzzin hasif advice me not to become an anry person...those were the days!!hahaha...well i guess i must curb my own anger!hais!!!haha...i shall stop here!bye!

2009-08-05T22:20:00.002+08:00

editted the photo using photofunia...haha...i like so the S.S(shock sendiri)..in english like i big thing..haha...well till here then!hahha

2009-08-02T22:50:00.002+08:00

hello people!!

well let me start with saying hello to all of u!haha...crap lah salina!my weekends was fine...though never go anywhere interesting but home is the best i guess sometime...monday to friday was lesson after lesson.but had fun with the rest!haha...junwei u owe mr jason chung burger!!owe burger pay burger!IT0901 shld noe what it is about!haha...well...friday veni and i went to bishan park to help out adilah with her school project..it was fun!haha...saturday!here come saturday!actually thought that i will be able to go to MINDS but the event management didnt inform us it was cancel.merlin and i were there.merlin talked to owen..he was actually angry...well merlin chill!but i wasted $1.22 i think trip to kembangan...hais!!what to do!went back to abang atai's house..stayed over there...haha...

den today i went to ppl wedding den head off to cik amai's house...den sharen and i slacked and went down sit and talked..wah!!we talked many story lah...den at his house his mother and i kept saying that last time when i come his house straight i go play with him but just now i was like waiting for him to call me..haha...den his mother asked him why nvr asked me slacked at his room.and he was like u call her lah..haha...his mom called me...haha...he was closed to me since young lah...played with him...we joked around and talked..hahaha..i noe when i was young he was my closest cuzzin beside nur and aidi lah....now i guess cousins who are becoming teenager are getting closer..like syahidah,ain,farhana...one day we go out together ok!!haha...cousin for life...i heard one fucking irritating thing jus now!!seriouslylah...stop it!i am so fucking angry with this type of people!!u think u are one good SON!p.o.s!well salina stop this nonsense..haha...okok...well salina shall end her!

sorry for the vulgarities used!!apology!haha....bye people!!

2009-07-27T20:45:00.002+08:00

hello people!i got C for presentation on Communication Skill...damn!!hais..well mie slide were too short and my presentation were too short...sad lah..i am the only one with a freaking C...ergh!!well what can i do...i have finish my presentation last week so just let it be...tmr will be having two test.computing math and IT1209..wah!!!well...i having break right now!hee...den wednesday i have programming test...worst nightmare!hais...junwei i nid u..haha..sound wrong..what i mean is i nid junwei to help me out.haha...well..exams around the corner...24 aug my first paper that is comp math..i need to ace everything...i want ace it all...i really want to be a top 10 student like i used to..haha...well i can dream right?i am not being as hardworking i used to be back in secondary school...haha...well i guess i shall update till here..salina out!

2009-07-23T22:01:00.002+08:00

what shld i update?

people please stop the hating!please!stop lah...i beg all of u now!!just stop can or not...i cant take it anymore...seriously i cant bear seeing it...argh!!allow me to shout my own feeling!!STOP HATING!come on lah...people!!i am sad and angry at the same fucking time!argh!!wtf!ergh!!hate it leave it!!salina the facebook quiz were true...what u hiding people from people??EMOTIONS!!true...yeah..true...it is true!i always show the cheery side of me!!i thought we are close..but NO...we are NOT...now i feel like i want to blow up!!i wanna to blow up..but hey Salina...cool it...when u are angry, nothing may work perfectly...i just wanna say...people if i pissed you all off..just forgive me...i am sincerely sorry.... :(

salina out!!bye

2009-07-22T20:52:00.002+08:00

today IT 0901 played basketball!!woohoo..i tell u it was super duper duper FUN!!i have done some exercise!!cool!!but only 9 ppl come and play...regan,safi,veni,luqman,junwei,jansen,shouxian,jinling and me!!haha...den we played match...regan was like super duper FAST!regan!!haha...so today MVP is REGAN SEAH,JANSEN CHEW & CHANG JUN WEI!!they played very well...while playing veni and i was making sounds..when we get the ball, we were like "aaaaa"...haha...wah was super fun!!we played right after school until 1 plus...den we head to koufu!haha...den we were like "Hey, we can do dis every week if possible..."like alternately we play basketball den maybe soccer den maybe volleyball..haha...i was fun i tell u..sadly we didnt took any photo...i LOVE it!haha...nxt tyme we take before and after photo..haha...ok people...salina out!!

2009-07-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

the song is from nickelbakc title If today was your last day!!nice song and nice meaning..haha..love the song...so if today was my last day,wha will i do?hmm...seriously i have no idea what shall i do...i have thought it last few years.haha...i guess i will be kind to people around me...seek forgiveness...but will i able to do that?i guess GOD will know...we will not know when will we die...no one noe dat...well i guess what we shall do is stop regretting and start racing for own life..haha...

2009-07-14T22:09:00.002+08:00

got my laptop ytd..haha

thanks to Amy for updating my blog...well...so much thing happen but lazy to update.today was listening to this song....If today was your last day-Nickelback...was a nce and meaning song to listen...den today math tutorial,my tutor said a lot of thing but i like when he said that when u do things,try to find the fun side of it...there is alwaes fun...wah!i was like yeah true!!if we keep thinking negatively everything will turn out negative..haha...well true in some ways...haha....ok i was doing my IWEBP and i really nid see my leader and vice-leader...argh!!i do and do still can figure out some stuff..urgh!!tmr i seek their help...haha...help me!!haha...i finally watched Transformer wit adilah last saturday...end of the movie she was like"I want to watch it again!"...haha...actually me too..i want to watch it too..haha...what shall i wear tmr???hmm...wat shall wear??everyday must think...aiyo...hmm....haha...till here...i guess..bye!!

2009-07-11T17:25:00.001+08:00

to SALINA,

Wenyang said he miss you.

HAH.

by AMY~

2009-07-09T21:09:00.000+08:00

HOHOHOHOHO!!!xD

this is so not salina who is updating.

it's AMY (:

so.since that girl asked me to help her update her blog.

i shall help her type some words here.

ok.so...

idk what has she been doing in school.

idk what has she been spending her time on.

idk alot of things!!!!

HAAAA..

BUT.i know that her bro got married last sunday. :DDD

and boy,she looked great on that day!!!

so.HAHA!here's both of us (L)

ok.my job is done! :)))))

2009-07-01T20:15:00.000+08:00

stand up and see the world

if u keep siting down,

u never know the world.

quit complaining and start embracing your life

treasure it with your life

complain wont do any good

complain wont improve the situation

nothing will change the condition

unless u stand up and take an action to it.

okey?

bye!

2009-06-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

sometime i just wish dat i can cut myself into half..

so dat i can be in two place at a time..

family or cca??

ergh??

i hate that stupid feeling...

choose either one??

urgh!

one side asked me to do stuff...

one i thought i can make it but...

i felt guilty..

guilty...

i feel like crying...

seriously..

all i get today is scolding..

scolding..

what am i supposed to do?

i feel like running away...

running away from all people..

all people..

i dun wan to face that stupid faces..

can i jus run away?

please...

hate it when i need to keep thinking how guilty i am right now..

sorry people...

just not my day!

2009-06-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

the pictures are taken today..at the pertapis home and with adilah too at home..hahaha

2009-06-25T19:57:00.000+08:00

today i went to Pertapis Children Home.

it was a mixed feeling..

as i was "in-charge" of the game...

nid to play football with them..

guess what?

i was the only gilr who play football wth the guys..

i became the keeper for NYP...

and i suck..

let a few goal in like so easy like dat..

blocked a afew goals...with my thigh..haha

second half tong asked adrienna to take over me..

but..but...but...

i played again..haha

nalini 'accompany' me..

haha..

den one boy from pertapis join our team become the keeper..

haha...

den i became the defender..

defender who is lazy to defend..haha

den the keeper keep talking to me in english..

i was so curious..

i spoke to them in malay..haha

den one thing happen...

wah!

i was suppossed to kick the ball to our goal post...

den i kicked too hard guess..

the ball flew to a guy face and hit his cheeks...

wahsey!paisey sia...

kept saying sorry..

lucky nth happen...

den i said lah i dunwan to kick anymore...

haha...my team laughed lah...

wah sey...

CSC got few malay people lah..

just now i saw ard 3-4 malay including me...

haha...

we end off okey lah..

but can say abit messy...

but i still had fun..haha...

i still finding place i can volunteer as part-time..hee...

went off with merlin,anisah,adrienna and huimei..

lunch-ed with them...

den head home..

met adilah at boon lay...

returned book...

den lepak-ed at my house..

we actually slept for awhile..haha

soo sleepy...

i hope can see the rest of CSC people again...haha..

been a fruitful and fun day for me..

one thing which adilah and i did...

we actually sang to Candles by Hey Monday...

i video-ed it...

we look at it..

and i got one thing..

we SUCK..haha

adilah and i said the same thing..

we were laughing all the way..

haha...we so have nth to do..

haha...

adilah was saying dat...

"Nick Jonas can teach us how to sing?"

haha...

next week NYP are close...

do e-learning..

to test the preparedness of handling H1N1..

well i hope this will subside soon..

i hope cure will be found..

take care of yourself people..

me too..

hope people out there will be okey..

2009-06-22T01:50:00.000+08:00

when boredom strike....

haha...

2009-06-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

today i went to MINDS...

i saw how they laugh and be happy when they achieved simple thing..

it made me realise that we have to cherish at every single simple success we achieved...

i met boon lin...if not wrong..

when at sing-a-long session,he make his eyebrows up and down(very fast)...

cute...

i entertain him..he laughed and do it again...

he seems happy...

i played along with him..

i guess he loves swing..

i feel like going back there..

but i must see first...

if i am able to compromise my time...

i feel a kind of relief when i saw them smiling...

it does felt great when u help someone and they laugh..

it made your tiredness go away...haha...

tomorrow is Father's Day.

I wish every father in the world a very HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!

treasure your father...

they are like our mother too..

though he may busy or stern,deep down him he love you..

till here i shall post!

2009-06-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

The greatest gift I ever had
Came from God; I call him Dad!
~Author Unknown

2009-06-18T13:48:00.000+08:00

close my eyes i can feel you sitting beside me.

close my eyes i can hear you whisper in my ears.

how i wish i can still see you and still hear you...

wish is a wish...

once is gone is alwaes gone...

tears rolling down my cheeks...

memories iss my medcine when i think of u...

2009-06-18T00:59:00.000+08:00

well i dunnoe what to update actually..

haha...

this holiday i spent most of my time doing school stuff...

monday and tuseday : Event management course

wednesday : do project (end up doing one page)

saturday : MINDS trip (CCA)

wednesday 24/6 : Mentoring (CCA)

thursday 25/6 : Pertapis Home (CCA)

activities after activities...i am glad cause i will not slack at home doing nth but a bit tiring lah..haha...must try to chill and relax...chill-lax..haha...spend a little time with family... ^^

2009-06-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

i am helping my friend to promote her shop..

do drop by on 2oth june to see her collection..

2009-06-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

2009-06-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!!

long time didnt blog..haha

well schools out for two weeks...

but i guess will be filled with activities...

not everyday lah...

15 to 17 have event management course...

cca lah..haha

i was selected to be the sub-com of welfare department..

hmmm...

feels weird..haha

well i guess i want to be a dedicated cca memebers of CSC..

community service club..

i want really want to be a dedicated members..

in secondary school i was not that dedicated..haha

friday celebrated June babies birthday...

Yumeng,Denzel and Veni..

bought them a gift..from 6 of us...

the celebration was a small one...

after that slack for awhile until 4 or 5..haha

played left 4 dead at denzel laptop...

haha...i sucked in that game...haha

well sad lah...hahaha

must meet up with my secondary schools friends...

missed dem...haha

well people from NYP happy holidays!!!

salina out!!

like in radio...haha...salina will be back soon..haha...

2009-06-08T19:04:00.000+08:00

2009-06-07T22:42:00.000+08:00

i guess venting anger and keep it in our heart dun do any good..

well i guess let it go..

let it flow with the wind..

let the wind bring the anger far away...

Forgive and forget..forgo everything...

start a new chapter in our book...

2009-06-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

some random photos i took with my classmate last friday...haha...typical us..haha...shall bring camera again and take photos!!cool!

2009-05-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

all the picture taken from last friday until saturday...haha...my dear friends and my dear cuzzins!!haha...ok...

2009-05-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

when everything went right

something went wrong

when everything looks sunny

it will rain after dat

when i thought the tide are down

there it goes up again

when i feel happy

it was saddened by someone

when i feel like talking

i guess i should just keep quiet

being alone maybe the best solution.

2009-05-24T11:09:00.000+08:00

i noe that i have abondoned this blog a long time. bt cant help it. lah..
let's start with making new friends.
last wednesday CSC and Geod Council Club go hand in hand to go to marina barrage. i make new friends and meet new people.
i get to noe sri, ling hui, siew chin, derek and the last one i forgot.hee...3 from SEG 2 from SBM i guess..haha...
exchange msn...took FEW picture there...what to do me no camwhore...haa...
thursday and friday when totally the same. but friday got programming quiz. i sure dont score well...haha...ok...friday i went to my aunt house...i am going to go in my handphone got stolen.omg.sat down with syahidah and her cuzz with zamak.
den ard 4 plus zamak and syahidah went home.
i went to the cooking area and went to sleep.
i put my hp by my side where i dun think people notice.
on saturday morning, i realised my phone went missing...wtf.
den i wept for almost 10-15 minutes.the hp was only 2 weeks old...wth.i was so upset.den it became the topic of the days.hais...hahaha...oh my tian..what to do...hais...sad but cant help it...today is my cuzz wedding..ok lah till here...
need a bath and iron my baju kurung....ok bye!!

2009-05-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

anything wrong?

i dunnoe what is wrong...

when is the last time i post 100% i am happy?

not sure...

when is the last time i was really happy?

not sure...

i feel like running away from this and keep the door to the world shut for a while...

alone..

alone in fighting everything...

alone in facing problem...

i hope this will be over soon...

soon..

please let me wake up from dis bad dream of mine...

let me see the sun rise...and have a wonderful day ahead...

tomorrow is still mystery to me...not only me but to all of us...

2009-05-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

today was a bad day for me...
i cried in school because i was so fed up and sad..
during lunch...
my friends saw me crying..
i tried to control my ears but i can't...
i just can't..
veni bring me out to get a fresh air...
i told her what happen...
she console me...
thanks Veni for that!appreciate it loads!
i calmed down finally...
class went well...
after school walked to mrt with shou xian and veni...
we talked.haha
trained to jurong east...veni alight at sembawang den shou xian at cck...
left me alone.haha
den waited for adilah at library..
i tell u i can sleep in the library sia...
den i decided went home..
ard 6 plus adilah came to my house...
ate fried noodles with her...
den we played laptop..
watched video...
karaoke with her at youtube...hahahaha..
she does have a great voice...
den at 9.46 she went home...
smth funny happens...
my first brother scare us...
first he knocked on my window...i freaked out..
den went outside..
heard some scary noise...adilah said saw smth went pass...i went to the gate to see..den my bro suddenly appeared at the gate...we freaked out...
like wth...
den laughed...haha...
dat's for today!
i hope hings will calm down...
i cant stand people fighting or quarell...
i hate it!!
i really hope things will be ok!!
well dat it!
thank you for reading!!

2009-05-14T22:34:00.000+08:00

i'm back...
now everything are better i guess...
veni keep asking me when i am blogging but i keep replying to her saying dat i dunnoe...
i really nid a topic to talk about if not will keep typing nonsense..haha..
well today had the presentation...it went well except dat i am too focus on reading the script.hais...so salina practice and try memorise the script...haha...the guys were formal but not all...i am not in formal attire..aiyo!!hee...i guess till here...bye!have a nice day!

2009-05-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

today everyone like sad or emo...
i guess that's teenager..must have up and down...
even adult have up and down..
i hat when people sad or emo cause it made me feels so down together...
i want everyone to be happy..
all my friends and family to be happy..
please don't be emo..
i want them to cherish their days..
i want to see their beatiful smile..
i want that...
but i can't stop people from feeling down..
i will try my utmost best to bring a smile...
i feel bad when i didnt manage to bring a smile..
i felt i failed...
but maybe i shld let them be dat way..
they want to mend their problems...
sometime we can handle our problems alone but...
sometime we will never will...
we nid help or listening ears to hear our feeling...

i felt so useless right now...
really useless..
but no one in dis world is useless...
we are born to do something...
we are must cherished every second of our days...
i read this quote..." If u never laugh for a day, it is a waste"
i noe sometime we dun feel like laughing...
gosh...!
if i can be a clown to cheer people up, i will cause i want my friends to be happy..
i dun wan anyone to be sad...
dun be sad...
"Life a climb but the view is great"
that quote made me realise dat when climbing the mountain or whatever..
there will be a time where we will fall and feel disheartened...
but this is just a minor fall...
we will alwaes fall but we must make an effort to stand up and continue our journey...
our own journey...
life is like a webpage...
u must be creative and diligent to create a nice web page...
sometime the desktop or laptop will crash but we must find a way to solve the problems...
the sky is dark but u never noe whether it is going to rain or shine...
sometime all we nid to do is just wait and see...
the dark sky can mean many things...
it can turn sun shine cause the wind blew the cloud away...
or the rainfall may be pouring to Earth...
we nid to be brave...

it is okey to cry when u feel like crying...
dun stop dat's tears from falling cause it will drown u one day...
let it tears out...
cry is not a label dat u are weak but it's show u are brave...
u believe in yrself...
must belief in yourself noe matter what...
):

dear friends,
now one thing...if the sky is dark it can mean two things...but dun forget your umbrella..to protect u...protect u from the rain...believe in yourself..problem are not to bring u down but to make u strong..stronger to face the upcoming problems or hurdle...i can be yr listening ears if u need it...once my friends, alwaes my friends...smile...

till here my friends....thanks for reading my humble blog...

2009-05-04T20:21:00.000+08:00

i am the type who like to bottle up my own feeling...
seriously i am...i hate being angry but i can't run away from dat feeling...
i can never run..and i hate that feeling...
because whenever i am angry i tend to bottle up and end up with a cry or smth...
sometime i feel like shouting whenever i am angry...
i want to expressed my own feeling i want to say it out loud but i can't
hard to do it with my family..really hard because i never show my real emotion..
i cover up smile when i am angry or sad...
i will cry when i am sad or angry...
i dunnoe why i am not out spoken when my anger is tested...i jus dunnoe why..
but i guess have advantage of it...
but i feel like torturing myself...
i hate that ugly feeling...
i hate so much...
but humans can't run from being angry,sad or whatever lah...
i want to express bt i stop myself from doing it...
i shall stop here...no point...

2009-04-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

2009-04-30T11:52:00.000+08:00

start with life science...wah!!topic was biochemistry...chemistry do not help lah.hais..wat to do..i must work hard and smart to really understang LS...met luqman at 9...was supposed to study but or well i played the laptop...got sidetracked.shit!den met veni but she went off to french!junwei cam and off we go for LS...otw there smth happen...i fell...like wth sia...long time nvr fell...the floor was slippery and my sandal not dat good so i slipped...fell on my knee...lucky i wore jeans if not i get bruises...well i used to falling.reminds me of falling when i was a child and teenager...when i was small i kept falling eventhough i was walking...with my body so big i fell...i still remember one time.at woodlands banquet...i fell there too...lucky i wasnt carrying any food sia...i was soembarrased...like i alwaes does after fall i laughed...hee...ashamed but to cover it i laughed...typicalof me...i fell and i laughed after dat..haha...i alwaes like dat..my mum says when i was young i kept falling down...i guess dat's why y body like this..hahaha...i noe no link but i alwaes like to say like dat...hahaha...okey lah...i shall stop now...bye..thanks for reading!

2009-04-29T20:07:00.000+08:00

this photos was taken ytd at various places..just nth to do so snap snap..haha...okey dat for now..haha

2009-04-28T12:21:00.002+08:00

currently in the lab right now..

having practical but later having quiz..

help me!!

haha..no one can help but myself..

being lame here..

haha...well veni not beside me...

she sit with denzel and jun wei..

ok...well in the morning did the IT1209...

whoa it was better den last week...

i concerntrate more...

finish earlier den last week..haha

haha...ok.till here...bye